No Lions Anymore: Portraits of a Life
When he looked
over his life it seemed to be a vast sprawl of decisions and desperation.
As if he were an angler flicking his wrist for a special catch,
as if the still pool held secrets which merely needed to be hauled
to the surface, he cast his reel and waited for a jerking movement
which showed he'd caught the right fish. He longed to place it
on cool leaves in the bottom of a wicker basket, but the poster-perfect
image he must have seen on a calendar faded and his hands were
If he'd only
known which blending of choice and insight could have yielded
the perfect house on the quiet street, he would have taken it.
If he'd known where to find Shareen he would have sought her out
earlier. What degree program would have led to job satisfaction,
what he'd learn from each of his friendships and betrayals, whether
he should have emptied the piggy bank for a bike or save for the
future purchase which would complete his life.
moved in one direction, and his distaste for that orientation
had no effect on it. Cast as a child into a headlong race, he
ran from degradation to triumph, suspecting that the profound
insight he was meant to uncover wouldn't materialize and terrified
that it might.