The
Abyss of the Tortured Self: Narcissism and the Loss of the
Other
Narcissus
Many know
the rough outlines of the original myth of Narcissus, the man
so enamoured with his own image that he drowned while reaching
for his reflection in a pool. The original outlines of the myth
are more complex. A son of gods, Narcissus was doomed from the
start. He was not only gifted with extreme beauty, but he also
had the overweening sense of his self-worth that we associate
with narcissism. His mother Liriope was told by the seer Tiresias
at birth that Narcissus would live a long life if he never discovered
himself. Kept from mirrors, Narcissus never had a chance to fall
in love with his own image.
Instead, looking
for love in the mirror of the other and finding them insufficient,
he rejected all lovers who approached him, even Echo, who was
cursed to repeat back to the sender any message she received.
If Narcissus were to claim that he loved her, Echo would have
said the same. This should give someone with such an overinflated
sense of self the gratification their fragile self-esteem desired,
but Narcissus wasn't capable of loving her. Narcissus rejected
Echo's advances and left her to pine away in a lonely glade, and
her voice faded without someone to imitate until she disappeared
entirely.
Even for the
gods, Narcissus' treatment of the innocent Echo was interpreted
to be excessively cruel, and Nemesis determined to exact a suitable
revenge. She led Narcissus far into the forest until he was thirsty
and then showed him a still pool. Narcissus bent to drink, and
there, entranced by his own reflection, he fell in love. Unfortunately
the ripples in the pool disturbed his attempts to embrace himself,
and the closer he came to touching himself the farther he receded
from view. Finally, in agony because he could not close with the
one he loved, he-depending on the version-fell in and drowned,
killed himself, or pined away from unrequited love much like Echo
had done. Upon trying to plot the logistics of his demise, I like
to imagine that Narcissus died of thirst, that unable to endure
disturbing the water and thus losing his image he chose death
over a refreshing drink. That self-destructive myopia captures
the self-damaging qualities of narcissism.
Anyone hearing
the story now will both recall people they have known who are
obsessed with their appearance and those who have the selfies
on social media and the dependence on accolades to prove it. Others
might lament that Narcissus didn't have a mirror. Then he could
stand in front of it all day, proclaiming his self-love like so
many celebrities, business leaders, and politicians standing before
the social mirror of adoring fans and sycophants.
The useful
portion of the Narcissus myth has more to do with the selfish
and destructive nature of self-love than it does the exact mechanisms
used by those who seek to fulfill their desire for self, however.
The lesson of Narcissus is lost on few as they contemplate that
Narcissus could have enjoyed a pleasant life but for the extreme
selfishness of his desires, but it does not point to the social
markers which allow us to recognize these failings in another.
The myth teaches that such an obsession with the self, the inability
to look outside the self and consider others as equals-or in extreme
cases, even worthy of notice-ultimately leads to destruction,
but how that might be accomplished is still a question.
Perhaps one
of the clearest exhibitions of the self-undermining nature of
narcissism is the breakdown in cooperation between the characters
in Christoph and Wolfgang Lauenstein's Balance. In the film, five
men live on a smooth metal plate which they must keep balanced
so they do not slide off. They must each move in a coordinated
fashion so that the plate does not tip too far. That careful balance
is upset when one of them fishes a large box from over the side
of the plate.
In order to
maintain the balance with the heavy box added to their world,
the rest must move to the other side of the plate. This enables
the one who found the box to turn the handle and listen to the
muffled sounds of music. The others want to hear this for themselves,
so they unbalance the plate so that the box slides toward them
and the original listener must step away from it to preserve the
balance. With this system, they could each get some time with
the box while the rest keep the plate balanced. One of them decides
to keep the box for himself, however, and refusing to share, he
sits on the box while it slides and the others struggle to maintain
the balance of the society.
As the box
slides out of control, he shows no remorse as he pushes first
one and then another of his fellows off the side of the plate.
They fall into the abyss, the plate is further destabilized, and
then he must push another in order to keep possession of the box.
That continues until only he and the box remain. For balance to
be maintained, however, he must stand on the opposite corner from
the box. Therefore, he has killed his fellows for nothing. He
can neither enjoy the music box nor move around on the plate to
fetch other tempting treats from the depths.
The lesson
is not lost on Lauenstein's viewing audience. If the man would
have been content to share, all would have had a chance to listen
to the music. Because of his greed and selfishness, he has lost
what he most desired as well as his friends who would have helped
him. The film ends with him alone facing the box which is too
far away to reach or hear; he cannot move for fear of either losing
the box or plunging into the depths.
Of course
in real life narcissists manage to live long and healthy lives
despite their inability to consider others before themselves,
and in a self-obsessed culture, they may even advance and be celebrated.
The narcissist often finds work which is not too demanding but
which leads to others cheering their meagre accomplishments, they
evade problems by mendaciousness-for if others are not important
why would lying to them matter?-and they have enough free time
to spend it concentrating on their own pleasure. They find partners
and friends who either support their fragile ego with endless
compliments and social supports or who tacitly permit their selfishness
by a disinclination to confront them.
The fragile
ego of the narcissist is a necessary part of this package, for
they cannot brook any suggestion that they are not the centre
of the world. Any implication that they might be wrong, that they
might not be as attractive as they believe, poorly perform their
masculinity or femininity, or are not as intelligent as they think,
poisons them with envy and hatred. Like Narcissus without a mirror,
they fade without constant affirmation. Without the ability or
interest in others, they only have the mirror of social relations
to define who they are, and if that message is not positive then
those around them must be prepared for the results. Even Echo
was not a sufficient lover for Narcissus, remember, for her reply
relied on input from him. He was constitutionally incapable of
giving, and therefore could not receive anything from her. To
be a lover or friend of Narcissus she would need to take nothing
for herself and instead devote her life to his maintenance and
delight.
This self-aggrandizement
leads the narcissist to several socially reprehensible behaviours.
They tend to become defensive and aggressive when wrong, lord
their superiority over others, perform a role even when they are
with intimate friends, and seek in extra-marital affairs that
which the home does not provide. They are incapable of maintaining
long term relationships since the vagaries and weaknesses of the
human frame do not allow for a sustained good opinion of others,
and instead have shallow and short term friendships which supply
their needs. Their long term relationships are largely the result
of hard work by their fellows, as their more puerile behaviours
and attitudes are explained away or compensated for by those who
have either fallen for their inflated presentation of self or
whose own self esteem merely wants the occasional boost that their
association with the narcissist might provide.
This discussion
is perhaps timely, for research points to the increasingly prevalence
of narcissism in western societies, which can be seen by the
claims of the anti-mask anti-mandate people-I should be able
to do what I want and the medically fragile can look after their
own health-and the attitudes of many public figures. In an interview
with Andrew Callahan, from the YouTube independent news channel,
one advocate for "freedom" succinctly defines a belief in community
protection as an aberration: "If you want to take a jab, take
a jab. You can do anything you want to do to your own body,
but don't make me do something to my body with this screwed-up
morality that I'm doing it for others" (Callahan 15:41). Canadian
politicians, hoping to capitalize on the trade in anti-social
ideas, have echoed the call. Saskatchewan Conservative MP Andrew
Scheer declared that the prime minister was "the biggest threat
to freedom in Canada. . . . Our position is that no one should
lose their job for a healthcare decision. Truckers were essential
workers for two years during the pandemic, and the government
hasn't explained why things need to change" while Ontario Conservative
MP Leslyn Lewis suggested the vaccine mandates "promote segregation"
and other Conservatives like MPs Pierre Poilievre and Garnett
Genuis have called the federal mandate Trudeau's "vaccine vendetta"
(Aiello).
Some parents
are rightly hyper-concerned about their children becoming narcissistic
in a society in which the parents cater to the child and the child
is online seeking affirmation from perverts and strangers:
Lash says
that combined with the therapeutic ideology, which took over
the American society in the 1970s and which "[upheld] a normative
schedule of psychosocial development and [thus] [gave] further
encouragement to anxious self-scrutiny" (33), these movements
brought out the narcissistic personality traits in the American
people, making the self-absorbed narcissist "the dominant type
of personality in the (contemporary) society" (115).
As Lash observes,
it was an unfortunate development because narcissists tend to
be very unhappy people. They often feel restless, dissatisfied,
depressed, and lonely, suffer from hypochondria and paradoxically
also self-esteem issues. Furthermore, they are generally, extremely
terrified of aging and death because they "look to others to validate
[their] sense of self" (115) and they know that with old age they
will very likely lose the abilities that people are taught by
the society to admire in people - their beauty, celebrity and
power, which is in the modern times also tied with productivity,
adaptability, and strength.
Interestingly,
the portrayal of the narcissist on television has kept up with
the changing times; the narcissists did not become more self-absorbed
but television stopped viewing them ironically, and in our time
of reality television their antisocial tendencies came to be valorized.
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