Writing in the Cabin

I came back today after ordering my textbooks last night and finishing the Monkey Fear work. On the way, I went to Millville and Miriam and I changed my tires for next week’s inspection.

It was nice to see her and Dennis again. Now I am back in the cabin, having arrived after dusk. I’m tired so I’ll no doubt sleep a long time. I’d like to work on my latest book but I’m not sure I have the energy tonight. Yesterday I thought of an idea that complicates the writing but should add a dimension to the story, so I’ll work on that over the next few days.

It’s raining now, which makes me wish I’d checked on the garden earlier, but maybe it’s just time to go to sleep.

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Not Quite Dark

I made a few motions as if I was going to get some physical work done today, but with a bright sun it was hot. Instead, I worked on my new story, “Not Quite Dark,” and edited Naked in the Road and Lost in the Tunnels.

I am getting concerned about the “Not Quite Dark” story. It is now at ten thousand words and it might go much further. I am thinking to let it spread into the novella it wants to be. I’ll have to see where it naturally ends before I can assess whether it’s worth reading. It is another adoption story, although in this case in post-apocalyptic Toronto.

I have another zucchini in the yard I should have eaten today, for by the time I get back it will likely be huge. Maybe I’ll take it with me for Mike and Carol or to cook in the city.

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Inside

I woke this morning early but persevered and slept in till eleven. Then I got up, did a tour of the garden and began writing. I started a story last night after I wrote my blog called “Not Quite Dark” so I worked on that for a while this morning. Then I took a break and watched the rest of the Coen borthers’ True Grit that I’d started last night before I was cut off by power consumption.

By afternoon I decided I’d rather work through the rain by editing so I got well into Blind Fish Lost in the Tunnels. I am hoping to release it when I get back in September so I’d like to have as good a draft as possible when I go back. So far it is coherent and readable, so we’ll see how the latter part, which was written more recently, fits into it.

The rain stopped later in the day and the sun even came out for a little while, enough to warm the shower water, but on the whole it was a strange day spent inside on pursuits I could have done in Winnpeg. Although if I had internet I likely wouldn’t get as much writing done.

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Electrical Work

Even before I washed or had breakfast this morning I thought I would take advantage of the lack of mosquitoes and go on a hike to the swamp. I was partially looking for moose tracks to see if the moose behind my cabin had come that way and I wasn’t disappointed. I saw no wildlife, however, even though I’d brought my camera, so I came back to eat and then do some electrical work.

I want an outlet near my writing table, and since I’m not sure what I will be running, I combined AC and DC in one outlet. I’ve labelled the poles and hopefully I don’t plug something intended for a different voltage into the wrong socket. While I was doing that, I put both an AC and DC socket outside just beside the porch door. That will make working in the yard a bit easier, sawing wood at the sawhorse or using one of my DC converted-to-corded drills.

I had brief thoughts about installing an outlet outside the rear door, but I’m not sure about that. It would send an ugly yellow smear of wire down the wall, use up quite a bit of wire—which granted I have lots of—and only save me the odd time when I am cutting brush east of the cabin. Perhaps that’s a project for another time.

It’s been raining now for half the day, and after the electrical work of this morning, I’ve been doing some writing on my adoption narratives and watching some films which tell those stories. I’ll be leaving the land soon, or it will feel like it is soon as the time passes so quickly. I’m not sure how I feel about that.

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Moose Curiosity and Alice

I woke early this morning and lay for a long time wishing for sleep. Finally I got up and set the computer on charge with the inverter even before the sun supplied any more than twenty watts. Then I went back to bed and had a dream about being barely prepared for class. I guess I’m thinking about teaching in the fall.

After breakfast, I put a back on the new inverter and then set up the chainsaw and cut a few more trees and rescued the last log left from the work I’d done on the winter deadfall. Then I cut some bushes and when that grew tedious, some wood from the log remainder as well as a dead cedar stump which also fell in the winter. While I was running around with the cables and chainsaw, I saw tracks where OLYMPUS DIGITAL CAMERAa moose had been right behind the cabin. The tracks are fairly fresh, but I couldn’t tell if they were a day, or a few days old. Too bad I wasn’t home or awake to see the moose.

Once I’d cut enough to satisfy me, I came inside and took advantage of the brief sun to take a shower. Lately I’ve been thinking about more ways to insulate the main part of the cabin, so I took the screen off one of the windows that leads to the porch, and made a lip around it that closes tightly against the window frame. Then I re-attached the screen.

After that job was done, I set down to get some work done on Naked in the Road. It is tedious to work on in some ways, but I persevered and it was nearly dusk by the time I finished the section I’d read through last night.

One of my zucchinis was ready to pick, so I picked it and built a fire to fry zucchini, tofu sausage, onion and garlic. After it as cooked, I put basic and oregano on it from my plants in the greenhouse. It felt as though I were living more off my garden, if only for a little bit.

After my meal was done, I ate it as I watched Alice in den Städten, since it had been cut off last night. I started it at the part where the adoption narrative begins, and watched most of it again. I am thinking about writing about these adoption narratives; I certainly have lots of them in my head.

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Recharging

I went to sleep fairly early, after doing some editing, and soon I was asleep only to wake a few times in the early morning. I finally got out of bed by ten and did some whipper snipping and then cut up the rest of the wood I had in my saw horse. After that, I cleaned up most of the junk from the building of the tin shed extension.

By then it was afternoon so I came inside and plugged in the computer. While it charged, the plug to the inverter did the work although it runs at eighty volts, I connected wires to an old battery service pack Matt had given me. It has a built in inverter and I wanted to see what kind of power it put out. It runs at over a hundred volts, so I plugged my laptop to it and let it charge the rest of the way. I’ll have to make that device a little more user friendly now that it has proven to be so useful. Unfortunately, when the laptop was discharged this evening it could not supply the amperage to charge it.

Later in the afternoon, I worked on Naked in the Road. I made the changes to the novel, making it tighter and clearing up some tense problems. It was arduous, even though I only worked on forty or fifty pages. It saps my energy for writing, and even more editing.

This evening I watched Alice in the Cities (Alice in den Städten)Alice in den Städten by Wim Wenders. It is another adoption narrative. I am thinking about writing something about those types of stories. The film itself is estranging, and again, like Paris, Texas, makes you want to interrupt the characters and give them unheeded advice.

Unfortunately, as the film was half over, the battery ran out, and I’ll have to think on how it ends until tomorrow.

It is very still this evening.

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The Fire that Could Have

My time in the city was reasonably well spent. I saw a couple of friends I wanted to see, and ran into two others less deliberately but no less delightfully. I am also caught up on my blog and uploaded my recent writing to my email. It is horrifying to think of losing something I’ve written. Supposedly it would improve on the second writing, but I have my doubts.

I came back to the bush at the beginning of a storm after I was done shopping at the grocer. We often forget however, that change is the one constant of the universe. As I shouldered my bags and went down the hill I saw a burned out hulk that had been Bashful’s 4-wheeler and the trees and ground were black. Apparently Bashful’s fire had gotten away from him. I first wondered if he was OK, so I dropped my bags and went back up the hill to talk to him.

I thought he had company, but as he said when he came to the door, he was just talking to himself.

He told me he’d been creekside on Saturday evening, had a fire and some candles, slept in his chair until two in the morning and then went to bed after blowing out the candles.

He had a few theories about how the fire started. He said his tea lights might have been overturned by a raccoon or squirrels after he’d ineffectually put them out. He also advanced the theory that squirrels might have chewed the wires on the 4-wheeler and that led to an electrical short.

I imagine that a spark from the fire, unseen when he was sleeping, lay amongst the needles under the firs and when a night wind blew up, or it had gathered enough ember, it ignited. Although he had a few propane canisters, neither of us heard them blow. The fire likely happened sometime around four or five in the morning. We’re lucky he didn’t cause a forest fire. I would have lost my pallet shed and car and he might have lost his life if it extended to his cabin. Luckily, it’s been wet lately so the fire didn’t spread beyond the circle of small firs and one poplar. He apologized abut the trees and said he would clean up the mess, but I told him I was just happy he was alright and that it was too bad about his 4-wheeler.

Apparently, after he found the mess, he came to talk to me in the cabin, ostensibly to tell me what happened but he also said he just wanted to talk to someone. I imagine he was pretty upset. He said he approached the cabin early on Sunday morning, but I was sound asleep and apparently snoring quite loud. He mentioned that several times. He didn’t want to disturb me so he left me alone. I saw no signs of the fire when I left yesterday, but I didn’t look at his land, and I’d been occupied with tearing up what I thought might be poison ivy by the stream.

After I left Bashful, and he thanked me for stopping to check on him, I lifted the remains of the 4-wheeler. Likely I could haul it up the hill, although it would be arduous. I might go out and do that tomorrow to help him out. I came back into the bush and ate dinner, and then put away my groceries and checked the garden. One of my zucchinis is ready to eat tomorrow so I think I’ll pick it, and everything else is in good shape. A slug has taken out another cucumber plant, but I’ve grown to expect that.

I watched a movie this evening, for I have a theory about how to charge my laptop. It overloads my 12 volt adapter so I’m going to hook up the 120 volt adapter to the inverter with the laptop off, which should simplify the electronics the rough sine wave has to work through. It should be able to charge that way and then I can use it at night until its battery dies. The battery is now at sixty-seven percent so we’ll see how that works tomorrow.

I’m tired now, so I’m going to do some editing on Naked in the Road and then crash. I never sleep that much in the city. I take advantage of the internet to get some work done, and to read science articles and talk to my friends, and then wake early since I don’t know what time it is and I don’t have my watch.

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Strange Stories in my Head

I finished the tin box root cellar below the floor before I even had breakfast. Then I ate some cereal, for I was getting light-headed and dizzy from lack of food. You would think I have more than enough food but I always seem to be near collapse if I delay breakfast by a few hours. I guess I eat early the night before too. I usually eat by four or five in the evening so I guess by noon the next day it’s been a while.

After breakfast I cut down more trees around the garden to let in more light. The rhubarb especially seems to really reach for the light. Also, I think I can cut back on the slugs if there are less trees around. I am slowly filling my woodshed too. I cut up quite a few of the poplar from a few days ago and then started on the newer trees. Two of them I peeled for building materials later, but the rest went to wood.

After I was tired of that, I took a lukewarm shower, since the sun hardly came out all day, and then loaded my latest contribution to the Lost in the Tunnels novel and did some editing on Naked in the Road, my 2002 novel that I am returning to for editing purposes before I release it as an e-book. I would write it differently now, but I think it still stands as a novel.

Today I watched Paris, Texas, a Wim Wenders film. It is frustrating in parts, since the characters mess up their lives so completely. You want to shout at the screen to give advice, cajole, and threaten.

After the film, I went to the stream to see how high the water was with all the rain. Surprisingly, I could probably still cross it with boots on. The land was so dry that it must have soaked up all the water that fell.

It rained on the way back as I carried a dead tree from partway along the trail. That’s how I get much of my firewood. Dead trees brought from nearby.

I was thinking about the Leonard Cohen song, “Alexandra Leaving” this evening and sat down to write a short story, “My Lost Little Girl,” told entirely in dialogue about a man who is describing his loss to someone in a professional capacity. It is meant to portray the man’s own vagaries of memory, for we are unsure as readers if he even has a daughter or if he is responsible for kidnapping someone’s kid, or if the entire loss is in his head. I’m not sure what I’ll do with the story and likely I’ve messed up my writing tonight by wiping my mind by this story, but at least I have something to show for the day.

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Working in the Rain

It rained heavy in the night, although the slugs are not bothering my zucchini and potatoes anyway. My cisterns were all full and there was lots of water in the pond too. I drained the big barrel though, since it was tilting on its base, and then I did some work on insulating the door between the two parts of the cabin. Now it is much better insulated, although I’m not sure what difference that would make overall. I also hung the bow from Jono over the door to the greenhouse, just because there it is out of the sun and also so it is not just packed away somewhere. I did a bit of work on my hornbeam bow today too, but very little.

It was only this evening that I decided that I should put into action an idea I had for the metal box Chris gave me. I decided to use it as a kind of root cellar under the cabin so I began the procedure of installing it. That is fraught by concern, unfortunately, for I feel I have to work quickly lest the cabin fill up with mosquitoes. I thought I heard one earlier while I was listening to a program on CBC’s Ideas about Frederick the Second, but I don’t hear anything now. I’m going to finish the project tomorrow and then decide if I want to go to Fredericton then or Wednesday.

I am running low on food, but I certainly have enough to survive until Wednesday. Actually, food-wise, my dinner tonight was a blend of bread, hummus, and veggie pepperoni and some plants from the greenhouse. I put on some lettuce, beet leaves, and basil.

I’m looking forward to my zucchinis, but I wonder about my potatoes. Do they need to blossom to grow potatoes? Or is the blossom just for the fruit, the berries that grow on the plant? Maybe if I make an effort to grow food every year I’ll have a good garden at some point. I didn’t feel very ambitious, but I managed another couple of thousand words on the draft for Lost in the Tunnels. There are two movements yet to go, but I think I know where this middle book in the trilogy is going to end.

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Bollywood and Writingwood

The rain was nearly over when I woke up this morning, and for some reason the thought of slugs eating through my garden made me get out of bed immediately. There were a few slugs causing problems, but once I was up, I ate my breakfast and built a fire to burn the trash that’s been accumulating. I couldn’t have a fire recently because it’s been so dry.

The smoke got rid of the few mosquitoes entirely so I took advantage of that to nearly finish the tin shed extension. I only have a few more minor pieces of metal to add and the shed will be done. I then started building the corrals that I’m going to use to hold the boards and drying ash I took from the stream after the beavers cut them down, and other buildings supplies. I have plans for the ash, such as making axe handles, so I’ve been storing them, as well as a few pieces of hornbeam for a few years.

In the afternoon I loaded my blog entry from yesterday and the parts of Lost in the Tunnels I had written. I ran a spell check but didn’t really work on the novel in any other way. I need to write some more and then go through the entire thing. It is sitting at thirty-three thousand words now, so it only needs another six or seven thousand and it will be finished.

Then, since I was lazy, I watched the film Samidha told me about, Well Done, Abba, which was a comedy, drama, and comment about corruption in India. It was fun to watch and the big laptop maintained its charge, although it didn’t add any charge. Too bad. I’d like to run it at night on battery and then let it charge in the day, but my adapter for a car doesn’t seem able to handle the amperage required. It can maintain only.

This evening I did more sorting of lumber and straightening out in the tin shed itself, now that I have more room. The roofing that I had stored there is now on the shed extension roof, and other lumber has been incorporated into its building as well. I should try not to accumulate more lumber.

At night I did some more writing on the latest novel. It is progressing and I can see where it is going to go for this book anyway, the second in the series.

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