To Ottawa and Toronto

Once I was leaving Montreal I realized the car worked well on the highways. Canada is mostly highway, I told myself, as long as I can manage its idle in the cities, it should be fine. I reverted to the technique I’d used before I’d installed the new throttle body. I let the car idle at a light for a bit and then revved the engine slightly. That kept the car thinking it was underway, and prevented it from switching something in the throttle that made it run so rough.

So far, I had two aspects of driving to manage, above those of my peers. The revving and making sure I didn’t overuse or overheat the brakes, just in case they clamped up and left me on the side of the road with an inert mass of useless metal.

My friends in Ottawa live south of the city, so I didn’t need to go into town. Instead I found their place, went for a walk to see their new house they take possession of by the time I come back in a few weeks, and interacted with the kids. They have three children, and they are a delightful handful. I was up late and up early, and all too soon I was on my way to Toronto, by way of Hamilton.

I left Ottawa early, managed the car’s vicissitudes, and soon was on the 401 and 403 in the huge sprawl that is the Greater Toronto Area. I went to visit my sister in Hamilton first, since her work shift allowed her to be home earlier than my Toronto people, and after taking her to dinner I went back to Toronto. I noticed when my sister and I walked past the car that my temporary fix to the gas tank strap, a hanger I had straightened and then wired into place so the tank wouldn’t fall off, was hanging loosely, so I imagined my friend’s yard in Toronto and worked on it the next day.

The car handled the freeways fine, and I was even getting optimistic about the trip west. I spent time with my Mississauga people, and drove into town to see some of my city friends. that was the first time the brakes made themselves known. I was nearly to my friend’s place, when, perhaps responding to my overly zealous use of brake in the unfamiliar streets, my front right brake seized. That was the problem that inspired all the brake work in the spring.

I pulled over momentarily, thought about it a bit, and then kept driving around the corner where I could park. Soon I was enjoying their company the car was a distant aggravation. I mentioned its problems to my friends, and they were horrified that I was going to drive back to Mississauga in a car that I would have to be careful about braking. “There is always something,” I told them blithely, “and it’s manageable.”

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Forcing an Old Car West

I spent the spring preparing the car for my western trek. As I related in an earlier post I even had my mechanic friend work on my brakes, which proved to be a mistake. Let that be a lesson to us all. If you want something done right, you do it yourself, and don’t shirk your responsibilities. Finally, after brake work, replacing the wiper motor with a thirty-five dollar junkyard one, and then a new-to-me throttle body, which made a minimal difference in my idling, I shrugged off the rest of the car’s remaining problems and started the drive to Montreal.

If I have known, perhaps, the problems that awaited, I would have done more, or done what I did differently, but with the naiveté of someone who cannot see the future, I let the car wind through the hills along the St John River in New Brunswick, and before long I was travelling along the south of the island and looking for my bridge to the city.

Once I was in the city, problems began to appear. The temperature was thirty degrees, so my car, trapped in traffic in construction while I endeavoured to find my friend’s place, was less than happy. When it began to overheat I drove with the heater on full—a standard method of dragging heat out of the engine—and fought with the idling. Even with the new throttle body, the idle, while seemingly fine, still reverted to running rough if the car sat for any length of time at a light. It was rough enough that I was revving the engine and popping the clutch in order to keep it moving in the traffic. It didn’t help that I was in an area of the city I didn’t know and that the streets were mangled from the construction. Finally I found my friend’s place, parked around the corner and was able to relax.

So strange that I’d been up early to close the cabin shutters and turn off the power, and then I waded the creek before I started the car and backed from the yard, and now I was in Montreal, one of Canada’s largest cities. I felt a little like I had skipped several evolutionary stages of development, a newt crawling onto a rock and that could suddenly fly, or like I’d gone from industrialization straight to the mayhem of the internet age.

We went for walks and out to dinner, met with her friend and watched favourite videos on YouTube. It would have been very mellow, if I wasn’t staring—mentally at least—right into the face of taking the car into Ottawa and then Toronto, hoping it could be managed in some fashion that meant I wouldn’t destroy it trying to negotiate our cities.

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My Growing Distaste for Working on Cars

Last week I decided I would deal with the front right brake caliper that was sticking and accordingly went to my friend’s place to work on it. Since he lives about twenty kilometres from the cabin, I tried to use the brakes as little as possible so it wouldn’t stick on and because of the drive and that parsimony it wasn’t too hot when I arrived. The pads wear slightly all the time when you are driving until they have freedom of movement, so mine had worn where they were sticking.

I went inside my friend’s house to wait for his daughter to come from school, since she loves mechanic work, and before long her and I were removing the tire and examining the caliper. I have lots of brake pad, but when we took the caliper off and then forced its piston back with a C-clamp, it went in easily. In fact, it was even easy to move with a screwdriver against the rotor.

Since we had confirmed that the caliper itself seemingly wasn’t the problem, we loosened the flex hose that carries the brake fluid under thousands of pounds per square inch to the caliper wheel cylinder. I worked the hose a bit, and then had my young friend press the brake pedal with the C-clamp on the caliper piston in order to ascertain if the problem was the piston.

While she was pressing the pedal, I could hear something hissing and even saw some dust coming off the inside of the hood. I looked underneath and saw nothing, and then had her press again. Finally, there was enough sprayed brake fluid that it dripped out from underneath the engine compartment and I raised to hood to see where the line to that wheel was rusted through.

The result is frustrating, but not the end of the world, and I had my assistant help me pack up the tools while we waited for my friend to arrive from work so we could drive to the city to buy a new brake line and some fluid.

Once we went on our road trip adventure, it was left to the next morning to sort the line, so I bent it into place, despite it being a bit long since I was taking a short cut and the lines are not sold in exactly the length we needed, and bolted it in place.

Then I put a torch on the brake caliper and tried, successfully it turned out, to loosen the bleed valve. I thought it was too rusted, and I was afraid to break it off, but once I heated it with my blow torch for a few minutes, I managed to free it. Then I put a hose on the valve, placed its end into a cut off plastic bottle, and bled the lines by pumping until the half bottle was nearly full. Then I twisted shut the line and tested the brakes. They were annoyingly spongy. I bled them some more and then looked under the car to find, to my horror, that another brake line had burst. It was one of the two lines that delivers fluid to the back of the car. I realized I was in for a longer haul than I thought.  I rallied my nerve, brought out my big toolbox, and jacked the wheels high enough to get the car up on blocks so it was relatively more stable.

When I crawled underneath the car and removed it, I found the plastic holder that covered the brake and fuel lines had trapped moisture, salt, dirt, and who knows what else against the lines and they were heavily rusted. The job was suddenly much bigger than I thought.

I contemplated what would have to be done, lying under the car in the spring rain and measuring the cables and then borrowing my friend’s car and driving to the city to buy more, and possibly having to replace the fuel lines as well, and dropping the gas tank. All of it sounded horrible.

I decided, in retrospect, I shouldn’t kill myself over this. I have lain under too many cars over the years and I am becoming heartily tired of it. I have the cash to get my mechanic friend to do the work and the only thing standing in my way is that I have never done this. I have always done my own work, even if it was an engine job, and only now have I decided to let someone else who will find the job easier do it for me.

I went back to the bush using the emergency brake and then stayed there until Monday which is the time I had agreed upon with my friend that I would be dropping off the car. I woke in the snow at the cabin and then drove into the city with the wipers not working. That was particularly annoying, especially since at times I could barely see. Luckily the snow turned to rain and then diminished and I was able to drive without worrying that the cops would pull me over and then discover that my brakes weren’t working. I drove using the engine to slow the car down and then using the emergency brake.

Now I am visiting my friends and my mechanic friend is breaking his back over that old car. I hope it goes reasonably well.

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Ancient Science at the Planetarium

Whenever we think about our ancestors we are inclined to imagine them as moronic, backward troglodytes, dragging their knuckles through lives as brutal and stunted as themselves. In our rather short-sighted and ungrateful vision, they do not hope to compare to us. This franchise of derision is broad enough to include both our parents and our most distant hominid cousins. We tell ourselves that our parents and grandparents imagesdon’t understand our lives and needs, and that homo habilis was a slouching beast in semi-human form. Even though we are somewhat aware that the differences between us and our relatives are minor, and we have ascertained from the evolutionary and paleoanthropological record that the Cro-Magnons were at least our intellectual equal, we can’t help but feel superior when we look at what we think of as their rather modest accomplishments. The cave paintings in Lascaux 7330lascaux1are beautiful works of art, we titter to ourselves, but we are so much more advanced now; we have the internet.

As if we were still using a mold of Piltdown man to confirm our twisted vision of human history, our cultural blindness prevents us from seeing the accomplishments of the past for what they were: the shoulders of giants that we stand upon. One such example is that of the Neanderthals. Historically Neanderthals_2087834awe have portrayed them as subvocal brutes grunting to one another in darkened caves. Only recently has DNA analysis uncovered fragments of their biological inheritance in our own genome. Our ancestors were more forgiving of their squat appearance apparently, for we intermingled with them for hundreds of thousands of years. The more we learn about them the more we understand that they likely had a vibrant culture. The first musical instrument abird-bone-flutefter all, was found forty thousand years later in a cave that housed both Neanderthal and modern human remains, and with their powerful fingers they were already twisting fibres into rope.

This inability to see our ancestors and their accomplishments recently came to life for me in a visit to the local planetarium. There we listened to a guide tell us about the various constellations the Greeks had used to describe the sky two thousand years ago. canis-minor-artworkSince North Americans and Europeans claim ancient Greece as the foundation of their culture, we use their system of identifying stars. The Greeks were not quite our ancestors, but they dreamt of figures spread across the sky and used those oral records to track the seasons and the passage of time. They identified the wandering stars as different in kind, and Pythagoras even offered that they might be similar to the moon, closer to us and therefore moving differently than the fixed stars. Our guide in the planetarium traced one constellation after another and we dutifully strained our necks to follow his laser pointer as—with the slightly smug tone that comes with unearned intellectual arrogance—he spoke of ancient Greek mythology. Unfortunately, when he talked about how the Greeks had described the cosmos, he fell into the unwitting trap we make for ourselves when we tout our superiority.

He told us that the Greeks used their stories of gods in the sky—at the moment he was specifically talking about the constellations of 0f107360a00e92476faa6c2c12088e25Ursa Major and Ursa Minor—to explain why they remain above the horizon. In his version, the Greeks’ struggle to understand why the stars wheeled about Polaris was answered by an explanatory story about gods. His belief that our intellectual culture was superior made him stumble when rationalizing our ancestors’ thought process, however. Blinded by our stories about the past, he believes our explanations for the world around us are reasonable, while those poor benighted souls merely thought about gods and mythology.

If our guide were able to look past his limited view over the shoulders of those scientific giants, he would have seen that who he took to be unfortunate dullards scrambling to explain why the stars move in a certain way were nothing of the sort. Many traditional cultures have developed ways of understanding that seem on the surface of them—at least in our limited view—rather simple, but we must be careful of too hasty guesses as to the meaning of their discoveries.

The early Europeans sea-serpent-attacks-shipdescribed dangers at sea by reference to dragons and the great waterfall at the edge of the flat world. Those terrifying tales kept them from venturing too far from land and kept their rather primitive vessels from foundering. The Australian Aborigines have long story cycles which they use to navigate their country. The story cycles are lengthy geographical and cultural maps. Portions of the oral map are remembered in the languages of the area they are moving through, so their tradition even keeps alive words in their neighbours’ languages. These navigation aids are not, as my guide in the planetarium might think, a mythological way of encoding the desert and hills for a people who only thought mystically about their landscape. They weren’t lacking intelligence and therefore had to apply a clumsy story as a way of explaining how the land came to be. Instead, the Aborigines were using a very powerful tool. Their map was invested with both their culture and that of the people whose region they were traveling through. They weren’t fools lost in a landscape bigger than themselves. They were highly intelligent people who developed a technique that allowed them to navigate the nearly trackless land of their ancestors. procoptodon-sizeLikewise, some of the stories from The Dreaming have recorded events that geologists have uncovered from thousands of years ago, and they even have oral records of the megafauna kangaroo and the Thylacoleo, or 8172marsupial lion. Much like the Glooscap stories of eastern Canada recall the flooding of North America during the glacial period by huge beavers—which the paleontological record bears out—and the water’s release through the ice dam breaking at the entrance of the St Lawrence River, the narratives of the Aborigines recall a time for which no other culture has records.

The Greeks, with their story of the bears being swung by their tailsursa.major.bear around the pole star, are not—as my guide suggested—a feeble minded people trying to understand why stars moved as they did and desperately grasping at a silly story. Rather, the story is a memory aid so that Greek astronomers as well as navigators on the Mediterranean could track star movements. The early Greek astronomers were scientists, not superstitious fools. Those like PythagorasEratosthenes'_method_for_determining_the_size_of_the_Earth.svg—who realized the morning and evening star were both Venus—and Eratosthenes, who calculated the circumference of the earth as well as its tilt, were every bit as logical as ourselves. For our ancestors, like the Polynesian sailors, who sailed at night by the stars which moved below the horizon, and the Norsemen on the North Atlantic who used Sunstones, which employed a recently discovered—to us at least—property of plagioclase feldspar to detect the sun’s direction even when it was below the horizon, knowledge of the movements of heavenly bodies was crucial. They weren’t fools who needed an explanation for the paths of the stars. They were scientists who had developed a technique which allowed them to track many hundreds of stars.

It is worth remembering that even in modern scientific circles, we use similar descriptions today. Freud’s theory of the unconscious—which is a notion that is nearly universally accepted—is but a metaphorical representation of what might be happening deep in the human mind, and the use of both a wave and a particle for calculating the properties of light assists in our math even if it fails to exactly define light itself. More recently, our physics have delivered to us dark matter and dark energy, although we have no direct way of observing their existence. Instead, we infer the existence of such forces by what we know about the universe and by trying to disprove our theories. The very robustness of science is that it sits on a foundation of observation. We first attempt to describe our world and then develop models in an effort to understand it. No one is fooled into thinking that the metric system has an effect on the world around us, or that the Theory of Relativity is the last word on how the universe works. These are merely tools that we use to twist the bolts and tighten the screws on our understanding, not mythologies that we worship.

To lose track of that basic underpinning of science—science as description—is to be forever scoffing at the accomplishments of those who went before us. Such giggling in the dark only ensures we will remain in the dark, however, for if we continue to be so unaware of our own ignorance, we will slip from those broad shoulders that we stand upon and have to clamber up on our own. Brandishing a lit match in the gloom we chortle at our ancestors, and only belatedly realize as the flame burns our fingers, that we are them but for the grace of a match.

 “Science is a match that man has just got alight. He thought he was in a room – in moments of devotion, a temple – and that his light would be reflected from and display walls inscribed with wonderful secrets and pillars carved with philosophical systems wrought into harmony. It is a curious sensation, now that the preliminary splutter is over and the flame burns up clear, to see his hands lit and just a glimpse of himself and the patch he stands on visible, and around him, in place of all that human comfort and beauty he anticipated – darkness still.”

Wells, H. G. “The Rediscovery of the Unique” Fortnightly Review (1891)

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Monkeys on the Internet

We have all become aware of bad behaviour online, and from that, we have learned that our neighbours, who we always guessed were tolerant, joyful, and open-minded, think quite differently than us. Given cause to reflect on our own public and private behaviour, we now wonder if we appear as bigoted and thoughtless as those we see in the chatrooms and message boards. In The Island of Doctor Moreau, H. G. Wells makes perhaps too apt a comparison between us and monkeys, as the tellingly named Prendick grows exasperated with the monkey’s intellectual posturing enough to dissect exactly what it is about the monkey that infuriates him:

 The Monkey-man bored me, however; he assumed, on the Island of Lost Souls_4strength of his five digits, that he was my equal, and was for ever jabbering at me—jabbering the most arrant nonsense. One thing about him entertained me a little: he had a fantastic trick of coining new words. He had an idea, I believe, that to gabble about names that meant nothing was the proper use of speech. He called it “Big Thinks” to distinguish it from “Little Thinks,” the sane every-day interests of life. If ever I made a remark he did not understand, he would praise it very much, ask me to say it again, learn it by heart, and go off repeating it, with a word wrong here or there, to all the milder of the Beast People. He thought nothing of what was plain and comprehensible. I invented some very curious “Big Thinks” for his especial use. I think now that he was the silliest creature I ever met; he had developed in the most wonderful way the distinctive silliness of man without losing one jot of the natural folly of a monkey. (H. G. Wells The Island of Doctor Moreau)

 Some of this reasoning is eerily similar to that we hear around us in the electronic world. Ad hoc methods of distinguishing us from the animals with which we share our inheritance—such as posturing before the superiority of our five fingers—are rife online. Likewise, we have all met people who use google to supplement their own questionable knowledge of history, etymology, and physics, and jabber about what they have cut and pasted as though it is their own. We steel ourselves before entering the comment section of a scientific article on changing climate, for instance. We know that the forum will be a fertile ground for conspiracy and google PhDs, as well as vitriol and questionable mental health. Most often, like Wells’ monkey, posters to such sites forget crucial context or other information and thus end up promulgating the nonsense which most accurately represents their mental processes.

People who post such items are similar to a student I had fifteen years ago when I taught in the United States. He liked to visit me during office hours and discuss “Big Thinks.” For example, once he made the statement that no moral system exists without religious underpinning, although his statement was much less coherent than that. I suggested Utilitarianism, and he asked me, “What is that?”  I told him it was a logically derived moral system that didn’t owe its ideas to superstition, but to really be sure of what it was about he should read John Stuart Mill’s “Utilitarianism.” Since I hadn’t read Mill in ten years or so at the time, I was worried that I might misrepresent the philosophical system with my own fuzzy recollections.

My student had no such misgivings. He went on to tell me that he didn’t like to read, and asked me to summarize the ideas for him. I asked him how he gets his information and he told me it mostly came from movies and online videos. As you might expect, I was horrified. “If you like to discuss ideas and yet you have no grounding, then you’re wasting your time. You come from quite a poor education system,” I said. “You will have to read every day just to catch up to the rest of the world. Then, if you want to talk about philosophy, you will need to read even more.”

Once I became aware of his deliberately recalcitrant ignorance, I stopped explaining his “Big Thinks.” Instead, I recommended books. I’m not sure what became of him, but likely if you search diligently, you will find him online in the comment sections of newspapers and political sites, airing his opinion under YouTube videos and on people’s blogs. He might even now, if I may use the phrase, be haunting reddit and 4chan like all the other fourteen year old self-proclaimed geniuses who do the undercover work the police neglect, and whose opinion is in “some kind of competition here to see who can be the rudest” (Ani DiFranco – “Little Plastic Castle”).

Like the monkey on the island, the internet user has mastered humanity’s unique predilection, in that he or she has learned to inflict their lack of reasoning ability on their fellows, and they aren’t troubled in the least about another’s misunderstanding. The looks on the faces of their interlocutors are their own affair, the samurai of the comment section has decided, and that does more than anything else to convince them of other’s ignorance and his or her triumph. Online, our monkey nature blossoms in our persistence, in our obstinate delivery, and in our insistence on being heard.

Where are the creationists now that there is proof of our biological and constitutional connection to the monkey? All this time they’ve been intelligent designing their way through the scientific record, looking at their hands and eyes. They need to look online at their own behavior, as well as that of their equally silly compatriots, although that will scarcely support what they have already decided is true.

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Political Action and Inaction

When the phrase political action is bandied around it sends most people running for the television news rather than the dictionary. Most believe they know what political action entails, and they occasionally engage in it themselves, by 111117_steel_bridge_660standing outside buildings and hollering along with others, listening to boring speeches by people who seek the spotlight, and then breaking for coffee at the corporate branded coffee shop which undersold their local café.

For many, the idea of political action is associated with joining groups, as though somehow in the magic of that joining, the group’s political declarations will become action.  More than a few groups do more to hold back the movement, however; we can think of Ralph Ellison’s fine discussion of that topic in Invisible Man, or Doris Lessing’s similar analysis in The Good Terrorist and John Steinback’s In Dubious Battle. Other groups merely channel or obstruct the movement or merely provide a social setting for singles and those wishing to meet like-minded others. In that way, they are no different than online dating, or closing time at the bar.

Although I am reluctant to suggest that groups in the past have achieved nothing, or even little, I think that individual action must precede group action. Certainly the two are nowhere as near as mutually exclusive as we’d guess from people’s reports. Although the advances made by civil rights and women’s groups are real, and I don’t mean to disparage what they have accomplished, the inertia of the large group, the difficulty of rallying so many differing views, the tendency of crowds to descend into mobs, and the fad nature of popular movements do as much to prevent political action as to promote it. You can protest with your friends and still do something that effects change, although it might involve more of a commitment and be less exciting to post on facebook or twitter.

More than a few have noted that once the draft was discontinued in the United States during the Vietnam War, many of the most avid protestors disappeared. The war was evil, they were still certain of that, but much of their vehement fire had guttered into self-serving ash. Without a threat to themselves, it was difficult to get them onboard with the more effective activism, and instead they showed up to fewer and fewer protests until finally they found nothing in common with their youthful selves. We need an idea about a political movement that relies on more than such narcissistic motivations. I fight to get my union, but ignore your fight for the same. I recycle when there is a deposit on the bottle, but otherwise feed the landfill. My factory should have safety standards, but I buy from the sweatshop-derived Walmarts, for the rights of those workers are far away and therefore of less concern.

Setting aside the problems of groups for a moment—for joining and engaging in direct action can certainly be done at the same time—I think we need to take direct responsibility for our own actions. Rather than wait for the laws to change in order to force broader society, and by association us, to recycle, or use less electricity, or pay our taxes, we should begin those procedures on our own account. It must be as least as important for me to recycle as it is for me to protest a wasteful local company.

My very politically involved friend—if we can count endless meetings and coffee shop hollering—told me once that once the laws changed to force all people to recycle, he would be glad to do it. I was chastising him for throwing newspapers into the trash just because it was slightly easier. In his case, he thought he should wait to be forced rather than take responsibility himself. Of course, at the root of it, he was just too lazy and actually didn’t care about the environment enough to do even the slightest thing to ameliorate conditions today. He’d rather go to a demonstration about it.

The root of making a commitment to the cause is actions that confirm that we actually care about the issue. If a white person who is devoted to civil liberties is mistreating the people around them I would wonder where their sympathies really lay. For instance, Thomas Jefferson owned slaves even while he penned the Declaration of Independence: We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal, that they are endowed by their Creator with certain unalienable Rights, that among these are Life, Liberty and the Pursuit of Happiness. Those are beautiful sentiments, if slightly tainted when he was halfway through writing and had to call for a slave to get more ink.

A friend once told me you can tell everything you need to know about someone on a first date by how they treat the serving staff in the restaurant. Likewise, how we interact with the world around us actually defines our political actions. My friend who has a problem with recycling has terrible gender politics when it comes to interpersonal relationships. He is more than willing to fight for women’s rights once the cameras are rolling, and although he knows more than most about the double day and unpaid work in the home, he can’t be bothered to cook or clean for himself and relies on his female partner to do it. Likewise, he never paid child support except when one of his wives, whose politics are more proactive, forced him to when she lived with him. Perhaps he needs a law to change his behaviour.

Some would correctly argue that these changes are limited in their effect, but if you are very wasteful in your own life how do you have the moral underpinning to ask a company to change its policy? The company stands to lose money, while you are merely too lazy to be bothered to rinse out tins and bottles. Also your seemingly tiny effort does not have as minuscule an effect as we might think. That same friend once told me his actions were a drop in the bucket. I reminded him that it was his bucket, and that is the only thing he has direct control over. The amount of garbage generated, the resources wasted, the animals killed, by one person adds up to a staggering amount by the end of their lives. We have seen in our own homes the amount of trash that makes its way to curb every day, and it is more than a truism that the average American throws away four and a half pounds of trash a day. That is a problem.

In my own life I try to live by the maxim of doing as little damage as possible. Try to be a good citizen, don’t reproduce and thus overpopulate the planet, don’t eat or kill another species if you can avoid it (mosquitoes are definitely an exception), try to avoid cruelty, shop locally (to avoid long distance shipping), eat vegetarian (which both avoids cruelty and saves resources), avoid consuming, recycle when I must buy an item in a container, reuse when I can, and correct those that would hate. I believe that we have very real alternatives that go beyond marching in the street once a year and going to a party which some in broader society would call a pointless demonstration of our right to be ignored.

I was at a demonstration once about the environment and as we stood in front and to one side of the legislature building, legislaturefor we were not allowed to block its entrance. I was struck by how little attention the MLAs and MPs paid us as they scurried back and forth from lunches. Ostensibly they work for us, but they blithely ignored us as they went inside. Mentally I followed them and saw how they stood at their windows and sighed in relief that we were gathered and accounted for instead of actually enacting real change elsewhere. We could have been doing both, but for many people the protest was as far as they were willing to go. After the event, protestors would be going home to houses and apartments very similar to the ones lived in by our representatives of government, and living or wishing to live in nearly the same way. We need more of a change than that, and I don’t think heaving our discontent outside a monolithic building is our most effective strategy.

What would be truly horrifying for the captains of industry, chortling behind the windows beside their bought politicians and looking down at us rather disdainfully, would be real change. If we each moved into cooperatives, divested from the major banks and lottery of the stock market, cut up our driving license so we could not drive, only bought from locally sourced shops, and in other ways made the changes that most terrify them, they would be beside themselves to entice us back to the liquor store and casino that is their offerings. Then they would come crawling back to gain our favour, once our actions cut into their wallets. As it is, they look at us and laugh, knowing that we will do little more than publicly deride that which we secretly and wholly support.

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Working on the Birth and Death of Planeville

I have spent the last few months—when I can spare a moment from teaching and marking—working on my novel about the now extinct village of Planeville. In some ways this project has been more difficult than others, perhaps because although I sometimes write stories using magic realist techniques, I haven’t used them to write a sustained project. My novels are nearly either strictly realist—like my science fiction novels which are basically thought experiments in the possibilities of our technology—or various forms of travel narratives. With this latest novel I am tasked with trying to evoke an almost forgotten feeling from childhood, and that is much more difficult.

I was young when I first heard vague stories about Planeville. Perhaps they were even more mysterious because of my age, but I listened with a confused fascination as I was told of the village that had been swallowed by forest. The flattened stories were told in as matter-of-fact a fashion as a list of chores, although that didn’t dull the image of a white spruce growing up through the blank pit that had been a basement and the plow stranded amongst the trees, its wooden parts rotted but the metal still waiting for a horse.

These glimpses into a life which no longer existed were endlessly evocative to me. My imagination supplied whatever elements the stories were too meagre to contain. I could see the deep moss on the ground, picture the knobby beech of the highland slopes, 5-1568An-Extensive-Landscape-With-Figures-Flemish-Jan-Brueghel-the-Elderand far away the forlorn bell of a lost cow. I imagined farm equipment tangled in fragrant roots and ferns and earthen cups which lay where they had been dropped. Planeville was my Pompeii, although the convenient narrative device of Vesuvius was missing. Part of that fascination had to do with my lack of understanding of the circumstances which caused the settlers to abandon their village. Many people around the world, Chinese farmers in the dust belt, Indian villagers along the coast leaving in droves for Mumbai, dustbowl farmers in Kansas in the depression, could have informed me, but in the pre-internet days of my youth, my curiosity was left to my untutored use of a poorly-stocked library.

I heard in the stories a mystery as to why the village had been abandoned, and I imagined the feelings of the last people as they loaded their wagons and trudged down the hill toward the river. I saw houses in the clearings gradually overrun by weeds and trees, and then the buildings sag and eventually fall into the cellars that had been laboriously dug when the hopeful villagers had first arrived.

When I began to tell the story of the founding and eventual abandonment of Planeville, I first went to the New Brunswick Archives, where I was definitively told that a village by that name never existed. All I had to argue on my behalf was my childhood glimpse of a map, which like a treasure map from cover_plainville2a pirate movie, was tattered and faded. I have a visual memory, however, so I could call up the vague image and examine it more closely, as well as the book it was in. Therefore, when I was stymied by the confident staff person I thought a moment and then ask for the shelf where the land atlases were kept. I guessed at the date on the cover of the book, for my memory didn’t supply that, but since I knew the back roads near where I had grown up I was able to trace the village to its source.

Unable to resist pointing out the evidence to the hovering staff person, I photocopied the map and my nephew and I tried to find it by running a compass line and pacing off the distances. Although we likely found the slope where the village had been, we didn’t find the long sunken houses and no signs of machinery. We lamented that we were at least fifty years too late, for the stories I had heard when I was young dated from a previous era.

Undaunted by the paucity of evidence, and statements to the contrary, I decided to tell the story of the people who have been entirely effaced from both folk history and local memory, as well as the official certification of maps and deeds. The archivist’s insistence on their lack of existence was a clue, I finally realized, and I assiduously set about re-examining what makes a people settle in a particular area, how they would come to build their houses deep in the forest, and more importantly, to me at least, why they would leave.

In an attempt to recover what time has forgotten, as well as evoke the magic of a child’s perception of story, I use the rich language of metaphor. In their dialogue, my characters speak in homely—in nineteenth century terms—rhythms and an almost animist understanding of the landforms by which they are surrounded. Their world is one of magic, whether that lies in their simple evocation of an untutored notion of the bible, or in folk notions that surrounded the hills even while I was growing up there. The peculiar behavior of other people, the forerunners and second sight some have laid claim to, as well as the mystery that lies in their misinterpretation of simple biological or astronomical functions—like those who are still entranced by fairy rings or the glowing and changeable heavens—all supply me with the rich fodder that is Planeville.

In this return to Planeville, I tell the story of those villagers by examining what drove some of the river valley people to abandon the rich bankside mud in order to wrest a living from the acid soil of the ridgeland. I am drawn to their hopes and accomplishments, their struggles and eventual despair, before they tired of the enterprise and disappeared from a history which has paid them scant regard.

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Gaming Grand Theft Auto

One of the most popular games of all time is Grand Theft Auto. Grand_Theft_Auto_VThe game features particular missions, in which the characters, or you—depending on game setting—navigate a fictional world to accomplish a goal. Many people play the game “properly” in that they fulfill the expectations of the missions and engage in lots of mayhem. Others, like in life, choose a different path.

Disclaimer: I am not a gamer. I have played a video game perhaps twice in my life for less than ten minutes total. If games were made up of a set of tasks that taught its user skills, such as a method that a child might study and overcome logic problems, I would be happier with them. Instead, they just seem to be about losing time and having nothing to show for it other than momentary and frivolous excitement. I am much less interested in virtual worlds than I am the one we’re in, and even in the books I write I am less interested in aliens and zombies and magic and gods and dragons than I am the possibilities of humanity, the biological and mechanical world, and scientific advancements. The books I enjoy are more like science textbooks set in the future. That makes me a poor person to review any game, let alone one which is purportedly increasingly complex, shifts with upgrades and in the online version, and has multiple players involved. Not surprisingly, this is not a review.

Recently I heard from my friend that people were playing such games but playing them against the grain, as it were. You can read more about that on the tumblr, No Wrong Way to Play. I’m not sure if this is ornery humans breaking the rules for fun, encountering a system and messing with it for fun or interest, or if they have merely stepped off the path of conformity and haven’t found their way back.

Instead of tearing through stop signs and running people down, and in general taking out their infantile anger about their real world life in a virtual environment, some merely visit the Grand Theft world and conduct what otherwise might be a regular life. Eerily similar to the Metaverse in Neal Stephenson’s Snow Crash, this version of the popular game forces it to work against its own rules. Setting aside the contrived mission, these gamers drive cabs, work at jobs, walk down the street, and in a hundred other ways avoid what most of the gamers are trying to do. Seeking a break from their own lives, for any of a hundred reasons, they flex their mental muscles in this safe and stable setting.

For me that is a much more interesting phenomenon than people merely shooting and running stop lights. There are people out there forcing the game to work outside its stated intent, and some of the writers of the game have recognized that and coded in those possibilities. As that style of gaming becomes more popular, presumably the games themselves will become much more nuanced and complex, and the shoot ’em up types will be condemned, as they typically are in broader society, to standing alone by the school yard fence or bullying other children on Facebook.

There is an entire community of people who force games to go against their programming, or at least stretch the programming that they operate under. In Patricia Hernandez’ “Guy Beats Fallout 4 Without Killing Anyone, Nearly Breaks The Game,” for instance, she details how a player named Hinckley tried to navigate the violent shoot ‘em game called Fallout 4 by playing against the rules:

In a no-kill playthrough, the last option seems like the most reasonable one to pick, right? As Hinckley progresses through his playthrough, though, it becomes obvious that the game literally doesn’t know how to deal with a player who pacifies everyone into submission. So, he starts experiencing weird audio problems related to that peaceful mechanic. More notably, though, when he convinces the dame to leave, the game bizarrely spawns an enemy where it shouldn’t, and this forces the peaceful encounter to become violent once more. Normally, this wrinkle can be dealt with fine—Hinckley can simply pacify the characters again. The problem is, after calming everyone down, the game borks itself. Characters won’t continue their dialogue like they’re supposed to at that point.

For me, once I thought about this cultural movement in the gaming world, I began to wonder what the different possibilities were. One of my students told me that Grand Theft Auto allows you to own a house. As soon as I heard that, I asked her, “Can you go into your Grand Theft house and play a version of Grand Theft Auto that allows you to go into your Grand Theft house and play a version of Grand Theft Auto that allows you to go into your Grand Theft house and play a version of Grand Theft Auto that allows you to go into your Grand Theft house and play a version of Grand Theft Auto that allows you to go into your Grand Theft house and play a version of Grand Theft Auto . . . ? Can this descent into game infinity be automated?”

How far down the rabbit hole can we go seeking the bottom, which in a virtual world, is only limited by our intent and the game’s nested circles? With the many millions of collective hours poured into gaming around the world, with whole industries devoted to creating and marketing worlds for people to play in, and a multiplicity of people and reasons they game, I’m sure we’ll find out.

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Waiting for a Bus in Laos

When I went to Thailand in 2011 with my girlfriend we also pakbangvisited Laos. We traveled the Mekong River by boat and upon landing in Luang Prabang we went back upriver to Pakbang, a village along the bank where we’d stayed the night on the trip downriver.

When we left Pakbang a day or so later, we decided to go over the hills to the Thai border near the province of Nan. That decision had us waiting in an informal bus stop by the side of the road for nearly four hours. We whiled away the time by watching people fish in the river, interacting with locals and some passing tourists, helping people with their bags as they clambered me with laos girl1aboard songthews, and talking to a little girl who lived nearby.

The girl came to join us from the house beside the station and tried her Laotian on our poorly tuned ears. Even our Thai is weak, and although Laotian is a related language, she didn’t understand me when I spoke and I think she found it impossible to believe that I couldn’t understand her. As far as she was concerned, she was speaking clearly enough, what could possibly be wrong with us that we didn’t know what she was saying?

When she left us and went back to her house I thought that was the last we’d see of her. Instead she returned with some dog-eared children’s books and handed them to me. I don’t know if she was mimicking the way her mother had taught to speak, trying to help the weak-minded foreigner, or if she took my attention as a chance to share her books.me with laos girl

I took the books and began to point to pictures and talk about them, although I couldn’t read the written language. She sat beside me and talked and we bonded over our mutual incomprehension while my girlfriend sat across from us and took several pictures. This is one of my favourite moments, for she is painstakingly explaining something to me in Laotian and I am listening attentively. South East Asia was filled with such beautiful moments, and I often return to when our most pressing concern was the arrival of the bus and the entertainment of a child.

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Toxins on our Food

Nearly twenty years ago I was on a cross Canada road trip and I had become accustomed enough to the sight of stacks of jugs near prairie dumps that I no longer remarked on it. On this AgPlastic_jugsoccasion I was traveling with a companion and she asked me why huge snow drifts of white plastic jugs, all of uniform size and bearing identical labels were stacked at the dump. I told her about the recycling and toxic waste project which meant the jugs could not merely be dumped but something about my trite explanation rankled, even with me.

On subsequent trips I noticed the jugs more. Nearly every small town had stack big enough that it would dwarf a regular sized OLYMPUS DIGITAL CAMERAfactory swine barn. They were stacked neatly and away from the smouldering pit where the householder dumped their waste. I thought about all the household waste that we pitch into a dump without a thought about it toxicity, such as batteries and electronics, and the piles of jugs made even less sense. Why do we set them aside, I began to wonder.

Perhaps, I thought at first, it is the merely amount of them. They bulked much larger than any of the other waste the locals produced, so perhaps in our economy of scale that meant transporting them to a recycling station was worthwhile. Then I remembered their toxicity. The plastic itself that makes up the container_skyjugs is not toxic, or at least is no more toxic than any of our other plastics. They all leach questionable toxins into the environment but not on the scale of the toxins from the farm jugs.

The jugs are toxic waste because the chemicals they contain are so harmful to the environment, or people and other animals they cannot merely be piled on the farm. They need to be disposed of properly.

But how much of the herbicide or pesticide would a farmer leave in a jug? Any farmer concerned with his profits and brought up to be parsimonious, would use every drop. Only a tablespoon or so might still lie in the bottom of the jug if the farmer had to pay for the poison to begin with. So the jug that transported a hundred litres of poison has to be disposed of carefully because of a tablespoon of poison that might remain in the bottom. Many of the recyclers specify that all pesticide containers have to be triple rinsed and have instructions on how to do that. That stuff has to be pretty toxic.

I used to tell my students this story when we talked about the safety of modern agricultural methods. Most of them were aware of phosphates and nitrogen drained from fertilizers we’d put on the fields and going into the water supplies so that algae bloomed from the extra dose of nutrient and local life suffered from the subsequent lack of oxygen. They knew of similar problems with effluent from swine and chicken factory farms. They also knew that herbicide and pesticide use is a huge industry that makes billions of dollars preventing pests from eating our food or plants from competing with the nutrient our food needs.

What they didn’t know, or at least think about too much, was how toxic we knew the poisons to be. Winnipeg is a city where they “fog” for mosquitoes, and nearly any humid summer evening, if you are out late, or up early for a jog like my friend, you might get sprayed with a dozen or so poisons designed to kill the many mosquitoes that breed in the ponds and brooks that crisscross the city. The notion of toxins isn’t alien to my students’ thinking.

What they had never considered, just as I had never thought about it, was how toxic must the poisons be if we must carefully dispose of a jug just because a small amount of the substance is left in the bottom. The implications of that would come to light when I asked them, “Did you ever ask yourself what we did with the rest of the contents of the jug? That’s right, we sprayed it on our food.” As I said to them many times after relating my gradual awakening about the use of pesticides and herbicides, “As far as I’m concerned you might as well as throw that jug in the river.” We sprayed the rest of it on our food and all over our land and then suddenly we become shy about the tablespoon of poison in the bottom of the bottle.

Like many of life’s lessons, the answer is always before us. We might forget how toxic the poison is when we spray it onto our food, but we should make the association when we carefully stack our jug with a hundred thousand others so that it might be safely disposed of.

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