Taking Charge of your own Medical Care

When I was young I trusted doctors implicitly. Perhaps I was influenced by shows like Gunsmoke, Star Trek, and The Andy Griffiths Show, but I idealized them like they were allGettin checked out by the Doc television country doctors, who saint-like, devoted their lives to the health of their patients. Only after a regime of medical care did I realize the truth of both of our situations was somewhat different.

I rarely went to the doctor when I was young. Once I had some stitches when I cut open my leg with an axe, some more stitches from a school ground fight, had some warts removed by liquid nitrogen, and when I was very young, an incident I have only the vaguest memories of, I had my tonsils removed. I thought little about questioning my doctors in those cases, for they spoke with the assurance I had learned to associate with knowledge and power and in any case, I was young and naïve.

I was in university when I ran down a flight of stairs to fetch something from my room to show my waiting friends, and landed on the side of my ankle when I negotiated the last few steps. The bottom steps turned slightly to enter the hallway, and I was going full tilt when I sprained my ankle. I grabbed the banister to arrest my fall, and then limped to my room, fetched the item I wanted to show, and limped and hopped back upstairs. My efforts to fetch the item were wasted, since my friends had become distracted by the more recent event. I pulled down my sock at their request and showed them the injury, and as it began to swell I listened to their warnings.

I had so rarely gone to the doctor in my life that I thought of it as largely unnecessary when someone was healthy, but at this moment I was surrounded by hypochondriacs. My girlfriend began Foot-apthe plaint, saying that I might have chipped the bone or broken a metatarsal, and my other friend, who ran to the doctor at the slightest provocation, chimed in with his own fears and worries. Even the other two expressed concern and suggested that I go to the doctor. My arguments to the contrary, for I had already tested the bones at the bottom of the stairs by walking on the ankle briefly. It hurt, but the pain from walking on a broken ankle is of a very different kind altogether, so I believed it to be a sprain and I had had them often enough that I knew some rest and time would cure it.

Eventually they eroded my sense of independence, and I agreed to take the bus to the hospital. foot-xrayThere, after waiting for some time, an x-ray technician twisted my ankle further, in order to take an x-ray, and then I was able to see a doctor. Quite understandably, given a busy emergency room, the doctor was brusque and rushed in his dealings with me. In two minutes, he sprayed my foot with iodine antiseptic, shaved what hair I had, wrapped my entire foot in Elastoplast bandage, and told me to stay off my feet.

With my triumphant girlfriend, I took the bus back home and limped around for a few days with the help of my friend’s cane. Two days later I was walking, but before long my ankle began to swell inside the bandaging. I had taken the bandage off by this point, but the mark where it had been stood out as my ankle became larger than it had been when I had originally gone to the doctor. Suspecting an allergy and still trusting the medical system, I went back to a different doctor who was working in emergency care and they examined my foot. They proposed that I might be allergic to the spray, although they acquiesced when I pointed out the neat lines which demarcated where the tape had ended. Few people can spray in such straight lines and doctors are not among them. That doctor showed a bit more attention to my plight, for she was not nearly as oblivious to my discomfort and as attentive to her own schedule as the first one, but she also, like him, thought more about the puzzle of my problem than my ease.

Since it seemed to be an allergy to Elastoplast she proposed that we test the hypothesis by sticking another bandage on my arm. She cut a wide swath of bandage, three inches by two, and placed it on the inside of my arm. I wasn’t overly eager about the test, but I still believed in my fantasy of the dedicated country doctor. Only when I got home and my arm was already itchy did I tear off the bandage and wash the spot thoroughly. Unfortunately, it was too late, and now, during exam time at university, I was bedridden and both my arm and my ankle were swollen and itchy. I was beginning to be suspicious of the entire enterprise a few days later when I was finally back on my feet and a lymph node in my groin was beginning to hurt when I walked.

I went back to the hospital with my latest plaint, told the sordid story again, this time expressing dismay that the original doctor hadn’t taken the extra minute to wrap my foot in a tensor bandage instead of reaching for the easy fix, at least for him. The new doctor didn’t agree with my diagnosis of the situation, although they agreed that I was now infected from the aggravation of the allergic reaction and gave me penicillin.

I was walking easily enough a few days later when the rash appeared on my chest. By now I had established my attitude to the profession that still serves me when I visit the doctor. I went warily back to the hospital, told the by-now voluminous story to the attending emergency room physician, and listened while they advised that what I had was a standard penicillin rash and that I was obviously allergic to penicillin.

Two weeks earlier and I’d never been allergic to anything, and now I was allergic to both Elastoplast and penicillin. I’d never taken antibiotics, so I might have already had an antibiotic allergy, but I wouldn’t be surprised if my body had been sensitized by the initial allergy. I had used an Elastoplast bandage many times previously, but of course I had never wrapped an entire limb in it. The latest doctor was about to give me a prescription for something that would take away the rash and itchiness, but I had become too suspicious by this point to trust to further, and slightly frivolous medicating. I explained to her that the only reason I had come in to ask was that her opinion was worth more than mine. She had been to medical school, but I realized finally that the difference between our ideas about care was that I was actually concerned about my wellbeing.

I don’t claim that this set of doctors didn’t care, but the casual and dismissive way the first doctor had dealt with my initial sprain led him to take a route that was easiest for him, although it meant he was risking my discomfort. Some people are allergic to Elastoplast while none are allergic to the cloth of a tensor bandage. If he cared he could have taken the extra minute and wrapped my ankle and I would have been walking in two days. That initial mistake was compounded by the doctor who wanted to satisfy both our curiosities by her test, and because of that my arm was twice its size. There was no reason for her to cut such a big piece; allergy tests are certainly not nearly as intrusive. The penicillin was a natural antibiotic to pick for my infection, but by then it was too late.

I denied the doctor’s recommendation of medication, likely an antihistamine, and limped home. Some three weeks later I was still limping, although I had sprained my ankle before and since and have walked on it within a day.

I learned from this entire procedure a few lessons. I learned to listen more critically to the fears of my friends, taking into account their own proclivities. As well, I learned that although doctors have more training that I could ever hope to have in the medical field, their training is no replacement for me actually taking an active interest in my own treatment. I should have halted the hurried doctor with his huge roll of Elastoplast, and insisted on the less invasive treatment. As the person being treated, I understandably care much more about my health than them, and I learned that Troll_Bridgington_01I needed to use that as my guide when pondering a doctor’s recommendations.

I expect that some will read this as a diatribe against medicine, and run right off to claim that I am advocating quack holistic remedies and denying the efficacy of vaccines, but nothing could be further from the truth. Medical science is some of the most robust work we have done as a culture, especially given the complexity of the physical and mental subject material, but although doctors are highly trained professionals, they do not have as much at stake as the patient. It behooves the patient to listen carefully to melafindtheir treatments, request the numbers when getting tests, and remember that if they think they are handing over their lives to a country doctor, they are abdicating from their own responsibilities and using a fantasy to inform their notion of how medicine works.

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Throw Your Vote Away: The Simpsons on Electioneering

One of the most poignant statements about our political system in the west was the election speeches of Chkwy5cUgAEgXu2Kang and Kodos as Bob Dole and Bill Clinton running for president in a Simpsons episode from twenty years ago. When Homer unmasks the aliens in human suits whose bland campaign promises are less rioting and more failure, they merely shrug: “It’s a two party system. You have to vote for one of us.”

This notion is so widespread in the American ethos that it has also begun to infect Canadian politics. The “reasoning” goes like this. I want my candidate to win. My candidate can’t win according to the polls. I will not vote for someone who might lose. Therefore, I won’t vote for my candidate. Therefore I must vote for someone who I do not support in order to have a winning candidate. Yay, a candidate whose platform I did not agree with won because I voted for them. That means I won. Me. I’m a winner.

Although this may seem excessively simplistic way of configuring what some might claim is a complex dynamic, it captures the essentials of the argument. Once in conversation with a very knowing American of my acquaintance, to paraphrase Jonathan Swift, I was told that my analogy lampooning so-called “strategic voting” was unfair. I had suggested that voting for someone whose platform you disagree with merely so you will win your miniscule part of the election process is anti-democratic. I said it was similar to choosing either Hitler and Mussolini because Ralph Nader might not win the election. He told me the analogy didn’t work because the candidates are never as bad as Hitler and Mussolini. There is always one candidate who is better than the other. For him, that made “making your vote count” worthwhile.

Although we might think that unscrupulous MTE5NDg0MDU1MDQ5MzA3NjYzMachiavellis like Kang and Kodos are behind the promulgation of this mentality, we need only look at what we hope to accomplish in the election to discern its origin. The objective of voting in a political system is not actually the same as in blackjack. We are not voting merely to win the fifty dollars. The payoff is potentially much more significant and possibly even more frightening than that. Many voters approach the system with their ego firmly planted on their sleeve, however. For them, the contest between their chosen candidates is like that of their favourite sports teams. They are a Patriots fan and that means they will cheer for their team come whatever may. Their vote is not meant to support a particular political platform from one of the candidates. It is meant to support the person, and more importantly indicate that the voter makes good—which means accurate—choices.

For such a voter, the choice between Hitler and Mussolini is not one that is fraught with angst. They already know they are going to vote for the most popular candidates, they merely need the thinnest of reasons to pick one over the other. Since the two are practically indistinguishable during the election season, this becomes difficult, as well as blandly easy.

So see how this mentality works, we may want to look more closely at the Simpson’s presentation of elections.

In season two of the Simpsons, episode four (“Two Cars in Every Garage and Three Eyes on Every Fish“) the more worthy candidate, Mary Bailey, claims that she is going to rely on voter intelligence: “My worthy opponent seems to think that the voters of this state are gullible fools.  I, however, prefer to rely on their intelligence and good judgment.”

The Political Reporter is not overly optimistic. “Interesting strategy.  Good luck.”

This cynicism about the voter is even more prevalent in the Kang and Kodos election episode (“Treehouse of Horror VII” season eight), which aired, appropriately enough, on Halloween in 1996, and expresses how the voter might be boxed into their own mentality:

Kent Brockman: Kent Brockman here with Campaign ’96, America flips a coin!  At an appearance this morning, President Clinton made some rather cryptic remarks which aides attributed to an overly tight necktie.

Kodos: I am Clin-ton.  As overlord, all will knee trembling before me and obey my brutal commands!  End communication.

Kent Brockman: Senator Dole, why should people vote for you instead of President Clinton?

Kang: (as Dole) It makes no difference which one of us you vote for. Either way, your planet is doomed. DOOMED!

Kent Brockman: Well, a refreshingly frank response there from Senator Bob Dole.

While at a rally, Kang suggests his shifting platform, much to the delight of the crowd:

Kang: (as Bob Dole) Abortions for all!

(Crowd boos)

 

Kang: Very well, no abortions for anyone!

(Crowd boos again)

 

Kang: Hmm… Abortions for some, miniature American flags for others!

(Crowd cheers and waves miniature flags.)

 

Exposing finally their meaningless platforms, both Kang and Kodos throw caution to the winds:

Kang: The politics of failure have failed, we need to make them work again.  Tomorrow, when you are sealed in the voting cubicle, vote for me, Senator Ka-, Bob Dole!

Kodos: I am looking forward to an orderly election tomorrow, which will eliminate the need for a violent blood bath.Cdr_dtJUUAI4fmv

Reflecting on their success, Kang suggests that “Fooling these Earth voters is easier than expected.” Kodos, playing Clinton, says, “Yes. All they want to hear are bland pleasantries embellished by an occasional saxophone solo or infant kiss.”

When Homer exposes that their candidates are aliens, the voters are still uncertain, but the candidates know their success is written into the electoral system:

Kodos: “It’s true, we are aliens, but what are you going to do about it?  It’s a two party system, you have to vote for one of us.”

Disgruntled, the voter’s agreement is summed up by someone saying, “He’s right, this is a two-party system.” A man in the crowds declares that he is going to “vote for a third party candidate” but Kang merely asserts what everyone in the crowd has already decided: “Go ahead, throw your vote away!”

Once Kodos wins, he declares that “We must go forward, not backward. Upward, not forward. And always twirling, twirling, twirling towards freedom.” His bland assertion is exactly when the voters wanted to hear, and they all cheer as the planet is enslaved to make weapons to shoot a place they know nothing about.

I don’t pretend that a television show from the nineties can tell us everything we need to know about voting, but I would caution that we pause and think about what we really want to accomplish when marking our ballot. If we strip our own ego out of the equation, in which it doesn’t not affect our sense of self if the candidate we choose loses, then we might see that we should be voting for one who politics we agree with. This does not pretend to take on the concerns with voter access to information that plagued the latest American election, but if we vote about winning then we may win the Kang and Kodos we deserve. jhxo2eyAs Homer says, “Don’t Blame Me, I Voted For Kodos,” but that is small comfort when the two candidates we are prepared to vote for are both alienated from our concerns and safety.

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Self-reliance and the Helping Hand

Someone asked me recently if my books were linked by a common trait and for a moment I found the question daunting. Then I leapt at the one attribute that they all possess, from my long poem to academic work to novel and short story: self-reliance. When I began to examine the notion more closely, however, I saw that they do not merely celebrate isolated figures crowing about their accomplishments in the wilderness, but are also works about the construction of community.

This will not surprise those who know me, for I am perhaps overly interested in notions of intellectual, social, and technological survival and how they might be applied. My long poem, Multiple Personality Disorder, is premised on a set of characters trying to solve their own mental illness, and my academic work, the text on reader response and reception theory—itself a self-driven form of textual interpretation—is about Rudy Wiebe’s The Mad Trapper, another story of madness and survival in Canada’s north. Another full length academic work, Historiographic Metafiction tells of those writers who decide to take on their project by retelling versions of history, texts which go against the mainstream in order revitalize a forgotten or deliberately excised story. Likewise, my book on the media, The Appearance of Solidity, is interested in the effect of the media upon the individual and how society shifts in response to technological changes.

Not surprisingly my first novel, Naked in the Road, follows this same trend. In it I imagine a man who takes off his clothes to begin again at zero, although he discovers that he must unload the heaviest of baggage of all, the ego, before he can progress intellectually and morally and rejoin the world. The nameless narrator of In Light of Ray, also sheds the dross of social advancement in order to more firmly find his place in the world, and although his search continues into the second book in the series, Working for Ray, by this time he has found someone to share in the adventure.

I wrote a series of non-fiction travel narratives or journals, in which I tell of wandering around Thailand and South East Asia (How to Get to Bangkok and Going Back to Bangkok), and the story of building my own boat and other adventures on water—Life on the Water. The same thread of relying on yourself, solving your own problems and answering your own concerns runs through all three of those books, as well as a deep interest in the new worlds I was exploring. In The Wish to Live Deliberately, my most recent adventure of building a cabin in the woods is quintessentially a Walden-esque story of tools and steadiness of mind, as well as a formula for simplification and what David Folster once called being self-contained.

The tales which come to closest to explaining the potential of the human species, especially that of a dedicated few, are my science fiction project novels. They are concerned with current technology and our ability, and need, to settle the solar system. The first in that group, A Million Castaways is a radical vision of that type, as one man sent to die, frantically, and accurately as it turns out, uses the tools at hand to build a habitat from a nickel iron asteroid. In Vested Interest another small group sets out to prove the governments wrong in their defunding of the space programs, as they cobble together their own equipment and bring Vesta, the second most massive asteroid in the belt, back to Earth as a proof of concept for the starving masses who need the resources. In Flat Earth, a Renaissance genius working alone sets out on a similar adventure, although the novel is more concerned with his many descendants as they try to discover the origin of their world, an obviously made object that cries out for explanation.

My short stories similarly tell of people struggling, and often winning against great odds. In Working After the Collapse I collect the stories of people who have discovered innovative ways to survive the oil crash of post-industrial society, and Surviving the Apocalypse I skip forward in time to find those characters who have somehow endured the collapse of their society. Code World is a collection of tales from the far side of the technological future, and tells of the apocalypse from the point of view of those on the ground and who are either fighting against the changes to their society, or merely trying to survive them.

Both A Storied Winnipeg and Living in Ashton tell the same story of survival set against the backdrop of the Manitoba experience, and the title of the book, Isolates and Survivors: Stories of Resilience speaks for itself. Writing This Ability is my attempt to give voice to those amongst us who struggle daily with living with disabilities, although these stories are more concerned with the reach of the human intellect, the intransigence of human dignity, and how the circumstances with which people are confronted are no match for the fortitude and insight of the survivor.

Both the short story collection Glooscap’s Plan and the novel Coming Home to Newfoundland take on a different project, although they are written with the same notions of independence of thought and action. Essentially talking animal stories, they relate a plan to reinforce environmental regulation from the ground up, and how resource misuse is a worldwide problem that is best handled by dedicated individuals. Similar concerns inform my retelling of the bible, as in The Bloody History of the Fertile Crescent, I strive to clear away the dross in order to show the stories of those who struggle on the tilted ground of the original story. Christmas Stories, or What Christmas Means to Me may seem like an outlier in this grouping at first glance, but even this book of Christmas stories is concerned with those who fight past the elbows at the banquet, of those not invited to the feast, and who find their own way to survive the season.

Although such an overview of a collection of work that is so focused on self-reliance might seem to indicate an almost pathological concern with solitude and misanthropy, many of these texts are also at their foundation deeply concerned with community. The science fiction project novels are about joining community or encouraging exploration so that all may share resources, and the many collections of stories tell of people set in their cultural milieu like raisins in a pudding, both essential and contributing to the overall social design. In a more personal way, much of my later work has come to tell this story more overtly. The Blind Fish series isolates a miscellaneous collection of people underground and tells their generational story of nation building, and Malu tried to find a place for an australopithecine girl who has come late to the human party.

The Ray novels, aspects of Blind Fish, and Malu expose what has come to be a preoccupation in my writing. I have always been interested in stories that are more than one hand clapping, as the Hindi expression would have it. Instead, I examine the logical conclusion of self-reliance, which is helping others. This is perhaps best seen through Not Quite Dark, my post-apocalyptic adoption story. Merely surviving is not enough, my characters discover. Their narrative comes to have meaning only when they reach out to help others who cannot make it on their own. My adoption narratives are about social responsibility, as their iconoclastic misanthropes set aside their own concerns to rescue the timid and afraid, the abandoned child, and to bring them into a story where they can blossom. This narrative thread runs through many of my novels and short stories, and even in my latest novel, Going to Ground, or the one currently under revision, Shipton, in Sight of Memory, lone individuals at the beginning of the story are happily burdened by their adopted families by the end.

Self-reliance, my work argues, is not sufficient on its own. If the goal is merely self-survival, then the contribution to the world is scarcely worth the resources used to accomplish it. Only when the novel turns, when the lone figure on the raft reaches into the water of circumstance or destruction and lifts another does the story begin. Otherwise the tale is merely a manual, which teaches survival techniques but never explains what the survivor should do with living.

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Something to Show for Each Year

I am frequently asked why I bother writing my various books. I don’t have a huge audience to satisfy like Stephen King or J. K. Rowling. In my case, my books sell sporadically and I don’t know there is a pattern to the sales except for Not Quite Dark which gathered a following in the genre of apocalyptic and dystopian literature.

As much as it would be delightful to suffer the attention of thousands of fans, that anonymity is rather freeing, in that I may write what I wish and care little about the consequences. When Bob Dylan came out with an electric guitar he was booed, and Ani DiFranco’s love lyrics were slammed as a betrayal. I have no such negative feedback. With only the occasional review trickling in, I need not worry enough about my readers to forgo working on a book like Coming Home to Newfoundland—my talking animal deep ecology novel—or Multiple Personality Disorder—my long dialogic poem in free verse.

This freedom from hounding agents and publishers brings us back to the same question, however: why do I write? I could merely watch Netflix like many others, or play video games—if I enjoyed such a thing—or roll snow into huge balls to melt in the sun. I could watch my life diminish like an overripe fruit on the counter, steaming with flies and stench until I am pitched. I have made another choice, but it has more to do with my sensibility than ambition. In Roger Zelazny’s “For a Breath I Tarry” his artificial intelligence Frost has been designed and built by a machine. While the machine is being made however, an error is introduced into the system. Frost “He possessed an unaccountably acute imperative that he function at full capacity at all times” and that leads him to make his hobby the study of human beings.

I am certainly not so assiduous or hardworking, but I have my own imperative, written in lower case. I despise the thought of a year passing and me, standing on the precipice of all that time, and having nothing to show for it. I like being able to look back over the year and being able to point to an accomplishment, nearly of any sort. I told my friend this and she complained that she does nothing, but for her schooling is her accomplishment, and she volunteers, takes on extra courses, until her schedule is a full as Frost’s.

I am not prescriptive about a person’s accomplishments, but I believe we should be making a contribution to society in some fashion. We should improve our moral selves, our abilities, and project those improvements onto the world that we share with others. If that means—as it does for me—that I need to wave my hands over a keyboard like the alchemists of old, and if that means that my accomplishments as just as profound as those mages and charlatans, so be it. At least I was doing something while Rome burned.

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Textual Reality and the Phenomenological World

Although my friend’s daughter asked me one time if the story I had just told her was a “true story,” most people acknowledge—however reluctantly in the case of Harry Potter fans—that the characters in the stories they read are fictional. This in no way informs their interactions with the story, however. When my friend’s daughter asked the question, I asked her to listen to her question: a real story? She immediately recognized the oxymoron she’d inadvertently built, and for someone steeped in the Christian tradition, where real and unreal are blended with an avid and disingenuous spoon, she did well to understand the question contained its answer.

The sad humour of it is that for many, and we can include the religious in this mix, those characters from their television shows and novels are more real than those in their lives. This verisimilitude has its uses, of course. In religious discourse it can help to keep the people believing despite phenomenological evidence to the contrary, but more importantly for our purposes, in the literary world it draws the reader, encourages rapport with the audience, and when the characters begin to intrude on their reader’s life, it gives them the experience that three dimensional immersion—and I reluctantly include the phenomenological world in these representations—promises but has not yet offered.

My friend’s girlfriend became obsessed with the story of the Twilight series like many young people, although she didn’t have youth to commend her interest. In her case, after she’d read the books dozens of times, dragged her boyfriend to the movie over and over, some image on the screen and in the books spoke to her in a resoundingly profound way. This image does exist in the phenomenological world, although the two dimensional film attempted to enact the imaginary reality by casting certain actors to portray the disturbing love affair between the immature teenager and a man over a hundred years old. The books are much more compelling, however, and that is because they draw upon at least some writerly interactions with their reader. In some ways the girlfriend realized that, for she was drawn to fan fiction websites after the well of the novels and films began to run dry. She realized, on at least some level, that her thirst for the imaginary romance of nibbling and stalking needed the unformed, the partially enacted text which allowed her to flood the gaps with her fantasies and cultural bric-a-brac.

The huge benefit of the writerly text[1]—in the sense that the reader supplies the information that is missing—is that the story more closely matches what the reader desires. Iser’s model of the reading process defines how writerly construction leads to reader invention and interpretation: “the very fact that it is he [she] who produces and destroys the illusions makes it impossible for him [her] to stand aside and view ‘reality’ from a distance—the only reality for him [her] to view is the one he [she] is creating. . . . interpretation is a form of refuge seeking—an effort to reclaim the ground which has been cut from under their feet” (Iser, The Implied Reader 233). In the Twilight film series the girlfriend was supplied with ready images which supplied, presumably, a fallow field for her fertile imagination and desire.

Although this example might seem trivial, it is important to remember that the power of this collision of textual gaps and the reader’s imagined characters is significant enough that readers are irate when the screen image does not match their fantasy.

This problem arose when the reader’s interpretation of the book The Hunger Games did not match the film. The film grossed a hundred and fifty-five million on its opening weekend in the United States, but it started a Twitter storm about the casting choice that gave the character Rue dark skin. In the book Rue is “a twelve-year-old girl from District 11. She has dark brown skin and eyes, but other than that’s she’s very like Prim in size and demeanor” (Collins 45). She is explicitly dark brown in the book, but that information was overlooked by those who had imagined the story populated by the whites of their imagination. When that happened, their image of the textual girl and the movie casting decision collided: “Kk call me racist but when I found out rue was black her death wasn’t as sad.” There has been much written about the implicit racism with which we read books and watch movies,[2] but here we can see the emotional investment we have in the stories that we tell ourselves about the stories we are told.

For the readers of The Hunger Games, Rue needs to be the way they have imagined her, but this takes on more ominous overtones when such racist notions inform a person’s notion of reality, on at least religious reality. Because Jesus is called a Jew, and therefore is believed to be Semitic, the reader of the bible needs to similarly contort the text they are given. From the flimsy clues from the bible, we can see that Jesus is believed to have been Semitic. But those with a blond blue-eyed Jesus hanging on their church wall ignore the bible’s claims that his “feet were like burnished bronze” (Revelation 1:15) and that the “hairs of his head were white, like white wool, like snow” (Revelation 1:14). In the later translations, his hair becomes as “white as wool”[3] thus neatly evading the question of whether Jesus had curly hair. For many, their notion of Jesus is more important than what the story demands.

Lest we think these interpretations are harmless buffoonery by misguided fanatics, these tellings are by times ominously overloaded with narratives of power and control. In the British colonial system in Nigeria—if we use the example of my student who is a Nigerian Christian—blacks are taught to bow before a white Jesus. To this day, even after British rule has been routed, millions of black men and women teach their black children to bow before the white man left behind by the former regime.

As readers we do not just construct an alternative story, or build in information where the story leaves gaps, as we see in the case of the bible and The Hunger Games, in some cases we also actively fight with the story to create their own characters. This speaks much more strongly to our investment in character than it does our love of literature. We have an image in our head and reality needs to conform to it.

I would feel narratively irresponsible if I didn’t “round my tale” by a return to the Twilight obsessed girlfriend momentarily. We cannot just leave her avidly watching movie after movie, reading fan fiction into the wee hours until she requires spectacles and her boyfriend leaves her in disgust. After writing about the power of our imagination to demand that narrative our lives, it would only be appropriate to consider the fallout of the woman’s interest in the series made for teenagers.

After spending her nights on the fan fiction sites, she eventually became dissatisfied with her relationship. She told her boyfriend that she felt they weren’t romantic enough, and when he asked, rather indignantly, whether she were comparing their real relationship with a fantasy from a book, the answer wasn’t to their liking. The image the woman found in the books and movies—as well as the fan fiction which were more poorly realized versions of the same story (and thus fueled her fevered imagination even more)—was more compelling than the intimacy she’d felt for four years with her current boyfriend.

This collusion with the reader and the text is powerful. It has the potential to disrupt and change lives, and should not be taken lightly. “The face that launch’d a thousand ships” is both a literary description of Helen of Troy, and in subsequent times the image of beauty tied to jealousy that has informed many a boyfriend’s justifications about their jealous rage.

The hot medium, in McLuhan’s terms,[4] which is film supplies much more information and thus allows for less writerly engagement. The characters already occupy two dimensional space, while the written text leaves enough gaps that the readers’ imagination hastily fills with their own story, which is more in line with their own expectations, and as we see above, prejudices.

Reader investment in character can be pedagogically useful. It becomes easier to explain the way the literary subject position works if the readers have already experienced being the characters in the stories they read. My close friend read the Harry Potter series when she was a child. That textual experience was so real to her that she imagined that any day a letter would arrive from Hogwarts inviting her to join the other magic school children, and perhaps more importantly to her, to escape from her life.

Very often I will say to my students, when we finish with the story or novel for the day, that we are leaving the characters where they are until we take them up again. I emphasize the characters’ situation as if we should pay attention to them in our absence. If the characters are in dire circumstances—as they sometimes are because I teach end of the world literature—then I tell my students that we are morally obligated to see them to safe ground before we exit the classroom.  If we do not do so, then we leave desperate people facing imminent collapse over a weekend until class on Monday when we recover the story enough to send them to their fate.

The students find my conceit comical, but also begin to collude rather naturally in the idea that the characters have a kind of life outside of their readers, but one that is tied to the story so that they are frozen in place until the reader allows them to move. In this way, the characters resemble what people think about their household pets. Rather than imagine the life of their dog abandoned in the house for the day, the pet owner would rather think of them as in hibernation until the attention of the absent caregiver once again enlivens them by their presence. In this interpretation, the characters in stories both have a life independent from the reader, in the sense that they always occupy the story, but are also dependent on reader attention. Without the reader’s gaze they are fixed in the tableau where they were last seen, forever caught just before a contrived denouement.

The story I tell my students about the characters in the texts are rather like the cliff-hangers of the detective and adventure television genre. In the heady days of episodic television—long before Netflix binge-watching—the viewer had no choice but wait a week before they were privy to their favourite characters’ fate. No doubt they pondered the narrative possibilities of the story, but for the most part they saw their favourite characters as transfixed, waiting for the next episode to carry on with their lives.

In this version, the girlfriend’s vampire is in the wings waiting to bite, the letter to my friend about entrance to Hogwarts was misplaced by an unwary owl, a white Jesus merely awaits the day of judgement to see all his old friends, another film will be made featuring a lighter Rue that more closely suits the fans’ prejudice, and the characters in the stories I teach my students require our attention to fulfill their artificially attenuated lives. Virtual reality technology may never match the phenomenological world, but neither are a match for the fever dreams of our imagination, as stoked by the flimsiest pieces of tinder, they burn with all the passion of our desire and visionary selves.

[1] This “fictive corporeality” that the reader creates from the writerly narrative operates on an entirely different level of discourse than historical “abstractions” (Hutcheon, “Postmodern Problematizing” 368).

[2] Greenwald, Anthony G. and Mahzarin R.Banaji. “Implicit social cognition: Attitudes, self-esteem, and stereotypes” Psychological Review. 102:1 (1995), 4-27. http://dx.doi.org/10.1037/0033-295X.102.1.4

[3]  Aramaic Bible in Plain English. http://biblehub.com/aramaic-plain-english/revelation/1.htm

[4] McLuhan, Marshall. Understanding Media. London: Routledge & Kegan Paul, 1964.

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Cultural Inertia: the QWERTY Keyboard and the Standard Railway Gauge

Two human traits stifle technological innovation. One of them is our innate suspicion of change, and we can see how that would have worked to our advantage historically, and the other is the slightly more complicated cultural and by times financially inspired inertia. The introduction of the dollar coins, for very sound financial reasons, and the refusal to implement a faster keyboard than the QWERTY even though that would make economic sense, are a few examples of decisions that have little to do with efficiency or alacrity and much more to do with resistance to change. As well, the standard railroad track gauge has a huge economic and moral cost to society in terms of accidents and lives lost, but it persists into the modern day even when we are lying tracks for new railroads and could easily if expensively redesign the system.

Both the United States and Canada decided to make the logical choice to switch to the dollar coin rather than the paper bill, and although the reactions were in the end very different, the reactionary response tells us much about how that suspicion of change works. In the American case, they wanted to replace the dollar bill and earlier coin coinattempts with the Susan B. Anthony dollar coin. For many feminist scholars—the reaction against the switch, as the outcry became loud enough to be heard by the finance sectors, and more tellingly, as many people simply refused to use the coin—was evidence of a misogynist reaction to the first currency in the country that featured a woman. Long before Susan B. Anthony was featured on American coinage, however, in 1964 the Congress tried to make a peace dollar. Some thought the coins were associated with special interest groups and the government acquiescence to their demands meant that the Coinage Act of 1965 was passed and the dollars were melted at the cost to the taxpayer. The next attempt took a task force and wasted time in the House of Representatives before the Eisenhower dollar was produced in 1970. It also suffered from neglect, as many refused to use it in their daily transactions.

The wish to produce the metal dollars was a financial one. It was estimated at the time that it would save the mint over nineteen million dollars in production of paper bills. Shortly after, the Liberty dollar design was switched with the Susan B. Anthony dollar in 1978. After six hundred thousand dollars in marketing to convince people to accept the coin and a hundred million in vending machine refitting, the coin was widely panned because it was nearly the same size as the quarter and many institutions, such as transit companies, simply refused to take it. The dollar lasted until the year 2000 until it was replaced by the Sacagawea dollar.

In Canada, the dollar coin faced similar opposition, although the government mint proved intractable and the people less obstinate about using the coin. It followed the historicalcanadian-silver-voyageur-dollar-1935 voyageur dollar, from 1935, which was discontinued in 1967. Again, largely become of financial reasons, the Canadian mint began work on a new coin in 1982, partially due to pressure from vending machine operators and transit authorities. A Commons Committee thought Canadians would not support the move, but nonetheless proposed the dollar bill be discontinued and the dollar introduced. They argued that it would save the Canadian government two hundred million dollars over twenty years in paper dollar replacements costs.

The Canadian dollar was made to be compatible with American vending machines, answering the requests from interested corporations, and thus was similar in size and shape to the Susan B. Anthony dollar, but it would be gold coloured in order to distinguish it from the failed US currency attempt. The Voyageur plans had been lost in transit, canadian-loonie-one-dollaroddly, so the Mint couldn’t continue the same design as before—although it seems easy enough to make new blanks. Partially out of a fear of counterfeiting, the Mint decided to use Robert-Ralph Carmichael’s design of a loon floating on water. Almost immediately upon the coin arriving in the till—the coin entered circulation in 1987—the public, some say rather derisively, called it the loonie.

The Canadian public was given far less say in the adoption of the coin and before long a two dollar coin was proposed. Fearing that the two dollar coin would suffer the same linguistic fate as the loonie, the Canadian Mint more carefully prepared the ground for a nickname. They saw the use of the word loonie as irksome perhaps because originally it was possibly derogatory, and was still at least flippant, and they feared the pubic might attach a similar and even more denigrating appellation to the two dollar coin. They speculated in the media which name people might choose to apply to the coin and thus closed the gate on other options. They proposed the doubloon, after the gold coin of pirate fame, or the toonie, following in the well-trod imagespath of the earlier fiasco. Caught between two choices as if they were in a federal election, the Canadian public was never given a chance to make up its own mind about the name for the coin. It featured a polar bear and might have been called a bear shit dollar, for all we know now, but the Mint’s attempt to forestall the nicknames was met with their proposal being adopted.

The coins themselves entered the currency trade quite readily, although there was the usual grumbling from reactionaries about the difficulty of coins in their pocket or their dislike of change or, more nostalgically, how much they liked the dollar bill. The paper bills were hoarded by the hundreds in case their conjectured scarcity increased their face value, but so wide was the movement that even now they command little more than face value.

The reactions to such a minor change to society tells us much more about how well we handle shifts in the world around us than it does the change itself. We are perhaps by nature a conservative animal, and this may have suited us in the natural world, but in a society which in the living memory of its oldest inhabitants has gone from the horse drawn carriage to the internet and air travel, we need to encourage more flexibility.

My friend bought a car that came with a fob for his keyring that allowed entry with the electronic lock when it was present. Although it was meant originally to be an anti-theft device, the fob was temperamental, and in his case, only one worked from the three he was given when he bought the car. When he discovered he needed to have the other two programmed, and that it would likely cost more than a hundred dollars, he was aghast. His reaction to having to make do with one fob was similarly resistant. He knew that his keys would always be with the car when it was moving, and therefore realistically he didn’t need two fobs, but changing such a small detail of his life seemed overwhelming. “That will be a drastic lifestyle change,” he told me archly. For him, merely growing accustomed to a different system of handling his keys was conceived of as drastic. We are not nearly as flexible an animal as we by times pretend to be.

Two even more telling examples are the QWERTY keyboard and the standard railway gauge. They tell us more than we want to know about the intransigence of historical precedent as well as our own resistance to change, especially if the changes are associated with economic verities.

The QWERTY keyboard was designed color-qwerty-keyboardboth for speed, and to overcome a technological limitation of the early typing machines. Since characters next to each other would jam if they were typed in rapid succession, the letters like t and h used in common words were divided so they wouldn’t interfere with each other when struck. The keyboard was not originally designed for our convenience, or with ergonomic factors in mind, it was to compensate for a flaw in the machine.

Of course even when the electric typewriter was invented, with a moving ball that responded to the keystroke, then the layout of the keyboard could have changed. This is even more true in the computer age, when even a fast typist is limited in their keyboarding to a hundred words a minute, although some say the Dvorak layout is much faster. The original stenotype and other innovations such as the opensource PLOVER enable even more speed and accuracy; they provide a 700% increase in efficiency over QWERTY, but they are quite different from ordinary typing. Words are typed by pressing on several keys at once and don’t require the keys to be pressed in any particular order. They take longer to learn how to use, but it is relatively easy to type at 180–300 words per minute.

The reason the QWERTY has persisted has less to do with efficiency and more to do with cultural inertia. More efficient keyboard layouts could be easily integrated with other systems. Some purists have even switched their keyboard to the Dvorak by using software to interpret the strokes and pasting new letters over the ones on their standard keyboard. For industry—as they calculate the many millions of people needing to be retrained and the time lost while doing that as well as buying new keyboards and upgrading the software on the machines already installed—it looks like a worse problem than the Y2K bug. It makes sound economic sense to make the switch, but the lag time and the same resistance that the dollar faced in North America means companies would rather wait until the innovation has been accepted elsewhere. In the meantime, we all type slower and millions of human hours are wasted.

The standard gauge of railway shares this resistance to change although the consequences are much more dire. The gauge we use over most of the world today comes from the British railway system. The four feet and eight and a half inches is narrow for historical reasons and should have been phased out a mumblestrainshundred years ago. The current gauge was set by the colliers in northern England where the tracks were meant to be wide enough to allow space for the horse hauling the load. That hasn’t been necessary for over a hundred and fifty years, but we are as committed to this gauge as we were to the dollar bill or the QWERTY keyboard.

The gauge seems dangerously narrow if we are walking on the ties, and it seems even more problematic if we are facing down an engine on a tight curve. The standard boxcar imagescarrying a hundred tons of freight is ten feet and eight inches in width, which means that its wide and heavy load is perched upon a narrow set of tracks. The tracks are set in a rail bed which is increasingly decrepit and what modifications that are made to the line do not consider a complete overhaul. As a consequence of this decision, we endure multiple derailings and other more significant freight accidents almost constantly.

Some of those accidents are historical, like the St-Hilaire train disaster of 1864 where ninety-nine beloeil_bridge_train_accident_1864German and Polish immigrants lost their lives due to the engineer failing to acknowledge a stop signal. They train fell through an open swing bridge into the Richelieu River and as the passing barge and the cars were smashed, the people were drowned or crushed. The Grand Trunk Railway Company of Canada tried to evade responsibility by blaming the conductor and engineer—much like Exxon tried to evade their responsibilities in the wreck of the Exxon Valdez almost a hundred years later in March 24, 1989—but the courts at the time fastened the blame on the company: “the Grand Jury consider it their duty to reiterate their solemn conviction that the Grand Trunk Railway Company of Canada are mainly responsible for the melancholy catastrophe of the 29th of June last, and the great destruction of life caused thereat, and that they trust the said Company will be found amenable to tribunal for their shameful treatment of their numerous passengers on that occasion.” (Montreal Witness, 8 October, 1864).

Other train wrecks are more recent, like600px-lac_megantic_burning the rail disaster that gutted the town of Lac-Mégantic in the Eastern Townships of Quebec. After midnight, on July 6th, 2013, an unattended seventy-four car freight train carrying crude oil rolled down a 1.2% grade from Nantes and derailed in the downtown. The resulting fire and explosion killed forty-seven people. The Canadian Pacific Railway company was sued in both Canada and the United States for loss of life and violation of contractual obligations, but like the Grand Trunk Railway Company of Canada before them, the CPR promised to defend itself in court. The case was eventually dropped, although changes to the lines were promised and safety measures were meant to be put into place.

Even if the trains are made to stop further from municipal centres, and the brakes are upgraded so the Lac-Mégantic disaster won’t happen again, the central problem will not be addressed. The tracks can be upgraded, and the ties reseated or replaced, but that does little to affect the fundamental design flaw which is the width of the gauge.

The problem seems to have more to do with our short-sightedness. We can’t seem to make the difficult decisions now to save the many millions and hundreds of lives later. We could have trains as wide as buildings running on multiple rails some ten metres wide. They would never derail, for such stability would require an earthquake to lift them from the track. Even then the cars could scarcely flip over, unless we made them twenty metres high, which would be impractical for bridges and tunnels. Rather than make the changes to the keyboard and the railway gauge, we merely endure the mistakes of the past and strive to ignore how they directly affect our lives now.

My friends made a similar but luckily short-term decision when it came to their child’s toilet training. He was difficult to teach, so for them that meant changing diapers was much easier than teaching him to use the bathroom on his own. The mother would frequently say, “I don’t have time right now,” for she would be occupied with her own projects, and the father would 21586284-smelly-diaper-stock-vector-diaper-poop-cartoonclaim that his son would be out of diapers by the time he was twenty-five. Neither of those views, only seeing what is in front of my face and the very long term, “I am sure it will work out without me having to think too hard about it,” were useful to the child. At seven years old he would come to his parents, demand a diaper, and return a few minutes later asking to be changed. He was crying out of toilet training, but caught between their perceptions of time they waited a long time before they took on the project. The nearsighted view couldn’t see that a small amount of effort invested in the problem now would free up even more time for the projects that always seemed more important. The long view ignored that the endless labour stretching into the horizon of twenty-five could end with a few months attentiveness. The boy was finally toilet trained at seven years old and the parents were freed up to think about their own interests.

We have switched technologies before, such as when we switched from oil to gas furnaces in some municipalities—with the help of government subsidies—and the conversion of DC current to AC in the early power grid of the United States. The slow weaning of our culture off fossil fuels is being assisted by subsidies from some utilities companies, even while others try to protect their coal burning plants by making household solar more difficult to install. An infusion of public money into the railway would help an industry that is partly failing because of other industries are subsidized even more—such as the highways and airlines—and partly because of safety records. Once government money does more than prop up the failing industry, but rather retools it for better use, the railways could become a much more efficient and safer way to move goods and people. This could create an entirely new set of industries and a domestic workforce. The corporations could scarcely outsource jobs on the railway which involve local infrastructure.

Likewise the QWERTY keyboard could be phased out now in schools and newer computers, and with the rate of current obsolescence and their felt need to change equipment, people would soon become as accustomed to the new system as they are to the coins in Canada. They might choose derisive nicknames, they might cry about the good old days and the old men in their basements with toy trains would lament, but we need, like B. F. Skinner discusses in Walden Two, to retool our society for the current century. We need to make more efficient use of resources so that the losses in our system can be made up by gains in the protections of the environment and increased quality of life of all.

Also, and this is more of a moral question, we are liable for the changes we choose not to make. Just as the railways are culpable for the lost goods and lives, we are responsible for accepting inefficient technologies and our inability to accept innovation.

If our lack of acceptance of coinage means our government must spend more to indulge us, then there is less money for health care and infrastructure. If we refuse to toilet train a boy when he is young and thereby negatively affect his self-esteem as well as lose our time, then we are making the wrong decision for the wrong reasons. We need to accept some coins in our pocket, a few minutes in the bathroom and on the keyboard as we learn new skills, and refuse a system that lets people die in train accidents simply because we find change inconvenient or expensive in the short term.

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Keller and Rosa Parks: Case Studies in Historical Oversight

The story of both Parks and Helen Keller have been so heavily overwritten by the public imagination that they are almost invisible in a narrative ostensibly about them. This line drawing of their lives looms much larger than the more complex painting that would be a more representative telling, and the photograph that would contain both their flaws and triumphs is smudged by hands more dirty than eager.

Perhaps because they were both strong women, who the public would like to fantasize stood alone against the world, they are seldom granted the same human subtlety and complexity of other public figures. Both women have made a mark on history, but the dulling of that mark by the received story of their lives and accomplishments means that for many it is a background stain instead of a vivid demarcation of rights and strength. For many today, the dominant story represents all they may ever know, and just as information is mishandled by the controllers of the archive, the reasons for those exclusions are equally manifold and possibly malign.

For our purposes, it is worthwhile noting that their contribution has been minimized, that their agency was questioned, and that much of their strength was diffused into stories which made them accidental or inadvertent heroes. This is not an main_1200accident. For the cross between the Tiananmen Square and the Horatio Alger story to work, for the two women to go against the tank of social censure and law and succeed, they have to act alone and not possess secret and especially political motivations.

The dominant narrative about Parks was that she was a tired commuter on a bus going home after a long day at work. The white people standing that meant the bus driver demanded her seat was the final straw, we are told, and

Rosa Parks seated toward the front of the bus, Montgomery, Alabama, 1956. (Photo by Underwood Archives/Getty Images)

Rosa Parks seated toward the front of the bus, Montgomery, Alabama, 1956. (Photo by Underwood Archives/Getty Images)

she had had enough. Standing up to him, she became—in the story at least—the first American black person to demand equal treatment, and her arrival in the Supreme Court to overturn Alabama’s Jim Crow laws was merely the natural result of that inadvertent action. The salient features of Rosa’s poignant stand against injustice are a lone black woman standing against a white man, the idea that the injustices had worn on her until she was angry enough to do something, and the element of chance the dominant narrative makes essential to the story.

The accepted Helen Keller story is much the same. Being both deaf and blind, she is idolized and constrained by more than just the community of people with disabilities. Because she was also an attractive woman, 220px-helen_kelleraand had no behavioral problems, she became a poster child every bit as much as Parks. In the dominant narrative she is a sweet innocent, for the notion of disability at that time, and perhaps even now, could not include a temper, a will of her own, or even worse, sexuality. Instead, Keller was demure, patient, long-suffering and yet working at overcoming her issues, virginal vessel of the lord.

Like Rosa Parks, Helen Keller became more symbol than a person in her own right, and the dominant narrative reflects that. In the accepted telling, Parks becomes the brave black housewife who strove against an unjust government on a whim and Keller the resolute soul struggling against the darkness of her existence to try to be as normal as possible. An advocate of the deaf learning to speak with audio signifiers, Alexander Graham Bell provided her with encouragement to speak even while she became the image for deaf centres where children were housed. Bell is not as popular with the deaf community today, for the school’s policy of tying children’s hands behind their back so they couldn’t sign is now viewed as barbaric, and the implications, that only audio speech was permissible, reactionary. A strong proponent of radical inclusion, Bell believed that the deaf should be fully integrated into society, although that might mean they would be forever relegated to the margins.

Although he was a supporter, Keller was also useful to Bell in his own drive to ignore disability, and he was not above perpetuating an image that suited the story he wanted to tell about Keller’s accomplishments. That version of Keller becomes the dominant one that school children are taught. This version is recorded by the Dunn County News on January 22, 1916 in Menomonie, western Wisconsin. Keller gave a lecture at the Mabel Tainter Memorial Building about her struggles and the writer in this small weekly, at least, heard what they wanted to hear. The notion of the triple affliction as well as the infantilising language used to describe this thirty-six-year-old woman is instructive:

A message of optimism, of hope, of good cheer, and of loving service was brought to Menomonie Saturday — a message that will linger long with those fortunate enough to have received it. This message came with the visit of Helen Keller and her teacher, Mrs. John Macy, and both had a hand in imparting it Saturday evening to a splendid audience that filled The Memorial. The wonderful girl who has so brilliantly triumphed over the triple afflictions of blindness, dumbness and deafness, gave a talk with her own lips on “Happiness,” and it will be remembered always as a piece of inspired teaching by those who heard it.

In fact, Keller was as much a girl as she was a demure and passive woman living with “Afflictions.” That Keller was both a woman and an activist dismayed her contemporaries. A woman with disabilities was not permitted sexual desires, and both her family and her teacher ensured her love affair went no further than reading signed onto her hand. Her attempted elopement with Peter Fagan, a reporter for the Boston Herald, shocked her contemporaries, and such was the value of her image to the community that she was not allowed the normalcy of a lover or a husband.

Keller was permitted to develop her political life more than her private life. She became a world-famous speaker and author. She was an advocate for people with disabilities, a suffragette, a pacifist, an opponent of Woodrow Wilson, a radical socialist and a supporter of birth control. She was one of the founding members of the Helen Keller International organization in 1915, which devoted itself to research in vision, health and nutrition. She was also one of the founding members of the American Civil Liberties Union in 1920. A member of the Socialist Party, she supported the Socialist candidate Eugene V. Debs in his campaigns for presidency and joined the Industrial Workers of the World because of her concern about blindness and other disabilities that broadened into an investigation into worker’s rights:

“Then I was appointed on a commission to investigate the conditions among the blind. For the first time I, who had thought blindness a misfortune beyond human control, found that too much of it was traceable to wrong industrial conditions, often caused by the selfishness and greed of employers. And the social evil contributed its share. I found that poverty drove women to the life of shame that ended in blindness.
“Then I read H.G. Wells’ Old Worlds for New, summaries of Karl Marx’s philosophy and his manifestoes. It seemed as if I had been asleep and waked to a new world–a world so different from the beautiful world I had lived in.
“For a time I was depressed but little by little my confidence came back and I realized that the wonder is not that conditions are so bad, but that humanity has advanced so far in spite of them. And now I am in the fight to change things. I may be a dreamer, but dreamers are necessary to make facts!” (Interview with Keller by Barbara Bindley New York Tribune, January 16, 1916)

During that same interview, Barbara Bindley asks Keller “What are you committed to–education or revolution?” and Keller answered “Revolution. We can’t have education without revolution. We have tried peace education for 1,900 years and it has failed. Let us try revolution and see what it will do now” (Interview with Keller by Barbara Bindley New York Tribune, January 16, 1916). The shy virgin that the dominant narrative has constructed is not as easy to locate when we listen to Keller’s own words or peruse her history.

Being at odds with the dominant narrative comes at a cost, however, for even while Keller was disallowed her maturity or sexuality, the disability that was a source of her strength in the legend of Helen Keller was used against her when she spoke of Socialist beliefs. The editor of the Brooklyn Eagle wrote that her “mistakes sprung out of the manifest limitations of her development.” Keller’s response to the editor are more cutting than demure:

But now that I have come out for socialism he reminds me and the public that I am blind and deaf and especially liable to error. I must have shrunk in intelligence during the years since I met him. … Oh, ridiculous Brooklyn Eagle! Socially blind and deaf, it defends an intolerable system, a system that is the cause of much of the physical blindness and deafness which we are trying to prevent. (Keller, Helen. “How I Became a Socialist”. The New York Call. (November 3, 1912) Helen Keller Reference Archive.)

Keller was considered to be too radical at the beginning of the 20th century, and as a consequence, her political views have been forgotten or ignored as the narrative of her withdrawing self gained even more traction in the public mind.

Parks’ 440px-rosaparksimage is equally mistaken and glowing, although perhaps not quite as condescending. In her autobiography, My Story she complains about the way her political gesture was positioned:

People always say that I didn’t give up my seat because I was tired, but that isn’t true. I was not tired physically, or no more tired than I usually was at the end of a working day. I was not old, although some people have an image of me as being old then. I was forty-two. No, the only tired I was, was tired of giving in.

As an explanation for her choice to stand—or at least sit—for equality, she talks candidly about her decision as a demand for her civil rights:

I did not want to be mistreated, I did not want to be deprived of a seat that I had paid for. It was just time… there was opportunity for me to take a stand to express the way I felt about being treated in that manner. I had not planned to get arrested. I had plenty to do without having to rosa_parks_bookingend up in jail. But when I had to face that decision, I didn’t hesitate to do so because I felt that we had endured that too long. The more we gave in, the more we complied with that kind of treatment, the more oppressive it became.

 

Meg McAleer, an archives specialist working on the Parks papers, speaks to both the myth of Parks and the reality of the activist and gifted political writer:

You know, we think of her as the quiet seamstress, and her writing just absolutely blew me away — the strength of it, the power of it, the courage of it. I mean, she’s writing things down about the way things are in the South in ways that could get her killed, and she’s unflinching in how she does it. (In conversation with NPR’s Audie Cornish about the documents.)

Even as a child, Rosa Parks was sensitive to inequality in the racist system of Alabama’s enactment of the Jim Crow laws when she walked to school and the white children were bused: “I’d see the bus pass every day… But to me, that was a way of life; we had no choice but to accept what was the custom. The bus was among the first ways I realized there was a black world and a white world” (“The Story Behind the Bus.” Rosa Parks Bus. The Henry Ford). When she pursued her education and finished high school, less than seven percent of black Americans had a high school diploma. In 1943, she joined the Montgomery chapter of the NAACP, and was, likely because she was the only woman, elected secretary. She later said, “I was the only woman there, and they needed a secretary, and I was too timid to say no.”

In 1944, in her capacity as secretary, she investigated the gang-rape of Recy Taylor, a black woman from Abbeville, Alabama. Parks and other civil rights activists organized the “Committee for Equal Justice for Mrs. Recy Taylor”, launching what the Chicago Defender called “the strongest campaign for equal justice to be seen in a decade.” She attended meetings of the Communist Party and both Parks and her husband were members of the Voters’ League.

On December 1st, 1955, she made her famous declaration against systemic racism by refusing to give up her seat when the driver moved the sign that indicated the black section in order to appease white customers. Her action, and that of other activists, polarized the community and plans for the Montgomery Bus Boycott were announced three days later at black churches in the area. The community determined to continue the boycott until they were treated with the level of courtesy they expected, until black drivers were hired, and until seating in the middle of the bus was handled on a first-come basis. Parks was found guilty of charges of disorderly conduct and violating a local ordinance and fined ten dollars, plus four dollars in court costs. On her appeal, Parks formally challenged the conviction on the grounds of the legality of racial segregation.

The boycott was a rousing success with nearly the entire community participating. Some rode in carpools, while others traveled in black-operated cabs that charged the same fare as the bus. Some even walked, some of them many miles. As if to show that even though she was fighting segregation on the bus system and yet hadn’t won the fight, when she was called upon to speak at a church rally, the crowd was told by male organizers that she had already had her say by her actions.

Although the boycott lasted just over a year, Parks’ court case was only slowly making its way through the labyrinthine appeal structure of the Alabama courts on its way to a Federal appeal. Before she had her day in federal court, the city of Montgomery repealed the segregation law on public buses in order to conform to the US Supreme Court ruling in Browder v. Gayle that it was unconstitutional.

Parks played an important part in raising international awareness of the plight of African Americans and the civil rights movement. After her arrest, she became an icon of the Civil Rights Movement but lost her job at the department store because of economic sanctions. She lived with constant death threats, even as she continued to participate in activism during the mid-1960s. She marched in support of the Selma-to-Montgomery Marches, the Freedom Now Party, and the Lowndes County Freedom Organization. She was active in the movement for better housing in Detroit and had strong opinions on the racist policies that had gutted black communities in favour of development and in support of protestors. She worked with the League of Revolutionary Black Workers and the Republic of New Afrika in raising awareness of police abuse during the conflict and served on a “people’s tribunal” in August 30, of 1967 that investigated the killing of protestors by police. She was active in the black power movement, and supported and visited the Black Panther school in Oakland.

In her later years, during the 80s, Parks returned to civil rights and educational organizations. She co-founded the Rosa L. Parks Scholarship Foundation for college-bound high school seniors, and co-founded the Rosa and Raymond Parks Institute for Self Development. That organization ran the “Pathways to Freedom” bus tours which introduced young people to important civil rights and Underground Railroad sites throughout the country. Parks also served on the Board of Advocates of Planned Parenthood.

History remembers both of these dedicated activists, but the way that it remembers them is not dissimilar to how Keller’s family held her back from her lover and Parks was kept from speaking in the church meeting. Following the spirit of that implicit sexism and ableism, the dominant narrative modifies their received image because it is impossible to efface them completely. Instead of a story that tells of a lifelong dedication to activism, Rosa Parks becomes a disgruntled commuter who got lucky and changed a law, and helen_keller13Helen Keller becomes a sad misanthrope looking toward a window she cannot peer through. The almost cartoon quality that is the treatment of both their stories cheapens both the story and the women who are now subject to history’s evaluation and evocation of their accomplishments.

As I’ve alluded to above, this gradually devolving story is not accidental. At a time when the civil rights movement was calling upon the feminist movement to wait for the men to fix society, when notions of disability were still tainted with the holy fool of medieval legend and a woman in a progressive organization could expect to be a secretary, Helen Keller and Rosa Parks were doubly confounded by their society. Even while they worked tirelessly against oppression, the story of who they were and their motivations were subject to the same power struggles.

In the end, the story of two women who succeeded in eking out an existence against great odds, standing before the tank that is our cultural ignorance, who were used as figureheads but never asked their opinion, won out against the more factual account. All is not lost, however, for digging through the extant archive the modern historiography can find tantalizing hints that indicate that these two fierce advocates and activists still hover somewhere behind the story that is repeated in schools and chuckled over in the boardrooms.

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Hostile Architecture 2

I have commented before on hostile architecture in Winnipeg, but now that I have collected a few more examples, I thought I would share what we walk by every day and ignore. Perhaps our own privilege blinds us. For if we are not waiting for a bus of killing time in Portage Place mall, then public seating does not affect us. Or, we may have accepted the deliberately uncomfortable seating as a necessary evil in a city where so many people are poor. We may also be oblivious because the landscape undermining our comfort and pleasure is the background tableau against which we live our lives.

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I have already pointed out metalwork on benches so that people cannot run their skateboards along the edge. These benches share those features.

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This img_8442decorative rock ledge or bench, or divider, is similarly built so that no one waiting at the bus stop can take advantage of a place to sit once the bus shack seats are filled.

 

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As I’ve dont-sit1 dont-sit2 noted before, benches are also built so that no one can lay on them and rest. Here my model gives it a try.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Perhaps more dont-sit0damningly, the signs in Portage Place mall indicate that no one is allowed to sit on the wide stone walls of the planters. This ruling was not always in place, but has been added more recently. The security guards do their utmost to protect the sanctity of the benches, even while they refuse to chase a thief in the mall. As you can see by the picture, if they want to rest, the customers to the mall must sit on the steps which are dirty from people’s shoes so that they follow the arbitrary rule. Oddly, the planter surrounds are obviously designed for sitting, but the ruling must have come along more recently.

 

Many cities feature no-loitering-or-sittinguncomfortable surroundings to buildings so that the homeless cannot lean or sit against them. These boulders both answer that function and remain decorative.

 

The dont-lingersand-filled tubes along the side of the University of Winnipeg Buhler building is not nearly as attractive or pastoral. Instead, it looks like exactly what it is, the same type of spikes used to keep pigeons pigeonspikes1from roosting on cornices.

 

 

 

 

 

 

Just in case we thought people were not able to fight against this movement, public space continues to be marked upon by the public heel. Much as trees will develop bumps on leaves to dissuade and trick moths laying eggs, the public is one step ahead of the city planner who tries to make the city as uncomfortable as possible for the most marginalized of its citizens. These cyclists are fighting back by using the wall itself as a jump. bicycle-marks-2Soon the building will build something to prevent that, but by that time the cyclist will have moved on to greener pastures, one step ahead of the planners, and more knowledgeable about the purpose of public space.

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Becoming a Non-Vegetarian

A friend I’ve known for a number of years has recently decided to foreswear their vegetarianism, which I would have thought was rather deep-seated, and begin eating animals again. This is common enough that it is not really worthy of note on its own, although I did begin to wonder what it would take for me to make that same decision or—given the society around us and the pressures brought to bear by family and friends—such a non-decision.

I became a vegetarian in the late fall of 1988. I had just moved to the west coast and was living in Victoria British Columbia with my then girlfriend. Both of us had contemplated becoming vegetarians, and we had a few friends who had already made that decision, but we hadn’t made the plunge just yet. The cow-slaughter-bolt-guninstigating factor, as it turned out, was a film called A Cow at my Table (This film came out in 1998, so that makes me unsure which one we watched in the theatre around the corner of our apartment) which was a documentary focusing on current animal husbandry, and in particular showed slaughterhouse practices in gory detail.factory_chickens_unhappy-apha-140812

For my then girlfriend, who was susceptible to emotional decision making, she decided then and there to become vegetarian. I’m not sure how quickly my decision followed hers, but within weeks I had agreed. It was something we had been thinking about for some time, and since our focus was on minimizing cruelty, we were fairly certain of our convictions. I’ve known others who made similar decisions, and yet when offered meat at a family dinner, with the pressure of all those eyes on their meal—ridiculing them if they ate it and also if they didn’t—they often caved. They called themselves freegans sometimes, and others simply didn’t mention the incident.

For my own part, I began slowly. Since my girlfriend and I lived together it made sense for both of us to become vegetarian. I’ve since lived with an avowed meat eater, but even then she ate far less meat, since I did most of the cooking and I was vegetarian. In those early days, within a few months of becoming a vegetarian, I was not exactly strict. I was concerned about cruelty, but I was also aware that food that is thrown away meant the animal died for nothing. I remember eating a tin of sardines that a child was going to pitch. Those moments lessened over the months, however, as I lost any taste for meat that would have made that parsimony palatable.

My then girlfriend lasted for a few years, and then she found an excuse to begin eating meat again. Another friend who was the most avid of the vegan police in our lives, an earth-firster and toxic on the topic, was soon eating free range eggs and then free range chicken and finally browsing the store shelves like any other middle aged person. Most people last a few years when they become vegetarian in their twenties, and soon they give in to the society around them, although—and I think we must be honest about this—their society doesn’t not make the demands they may think it does.

Many people become vegetarian because of health, and for them cheating is no different than avoiding sweets and then chowing down on the Christmas cake. If your convictions have more to do with ethical concerns, cheating carries different implications, however. If your decision to be moral only endures until you see a child drop a five dollar bill, then the ethics themselves come into question.

I’ve been vegetarian for nearly thirty years. I was vegan for a five year period, and I stopped that when I became anemic because I refused to take supplements. In the following year, I took vitamins to make up for my missing or low folate and B12, and ate yogurt and cheese, although I still didn’t drink milk or eat eggs. After a year, once my levels of nutrient were back to normal according to my blood work, I lapsed back into a kind of veganism, although not as extreme. I think one of the reasons I became anemic was that I never cheated. I had all the extremity of youth, so I often went without food if there was a chance it contained milk or egg. Most vegans I knew at the time were not nearly as stringent. Once I decided to be less extreme, I stopped refusing cake and cookies, although otherwise my life was unchanged.

I am still that type of vegetarian. When asked I tell people I am a vegetarian and when pressed on details, I reveal I don’t drink milk, eat eggs, cheese or yogurt. Cake, however, that’s a different question. Drastically cutting down the animal products in my diet has not proved to be a hardship—although I miss pizza—but I am not really a slave to my appetite or that susceptible to the opinions of others. I presumed that they would manage their diet and I would manage mine, and we would both be happy.

The health of my decision can be seen by my most recent bloodwork, which revealed that I have no health concerns at all, even after thirty years of following this diet. As well, as I have alluded to above, my diet does not involve privation. I don’t miss the foods I avoid any more than a steak and potatoes person misses horse meat. Most of the grocery 192259store contains food I can eat, and in fact there is only one narrow aisle devoted entirely to meat. Restaurants in most places in the world either have made provisions in order to encourage more clientele, or are ready to modify existing dishes if asked. My diet is so easy I have scarcely thought about it in the last thirty years.

Only now, that my friend has made a different decision, has the notion floated to the surface of my life again. She has decided to eat meat again, and no doubt felt she was subject to different pressures. Her mother despised what she thought her vegetarian-proteinvegetarianism represented so she would make family dinners that one had to pick through the slim vegetable offerings—once I made a meal on Brussel sprouts—while she childishly huffed and puffed across the table. Her friends as well were not supportive, and by times she had to explain yet again the reasons for her decision. In my case I have rarely had to withstand people concerning themselves with my diet, and I care little what they might say if they feel insecure about their very probably less moral choices, but for my friend, such peer pressure has a stronger effect.

You might think that ethical decisions that someone felt strongly about wouldn’t change quite as readily, that someone who thought hitting homeless people with a car was immoral would not suddenly take to cruising the streets with that express intent, but that also depends on what the person’s true motivations are. If you have learned from your peers that the welfare of animals is not your concern, or that you are more important than the other beings around you, or you yourself have become self-centred and reckless about cruelty, then you might well endure the thought of animal torture so that you can fit in with your friends and family.

That it was the same person who chuckled at the expense of their friend’s husband after the relationship was over, who was soon eating meat although he had been an avid—and if the truth be known a rather annoyingly judgemental—vegan, is merely sadly ironic. Her keenness to know how soon his veganism lapsed as the relationship crumbled and the great satisfaction she expressed when it did, are now mere footnotes that document of how little we actually know ourselves.

I doubt now that I will find myself in the same situation. I made the decision to become a vegetarian when I was twenty-five, like many others I have met over the years, but untroubled by the opinions of others, and possessing friends of a higher calibre, I’ve never had to worry about their scorn. My diet is balanced—in fact it is universally acknowledged that the vegetarian diet is healthier than eating meat—so I don’t have the pressure of doubts about my health. Living in urban Canada I have more than enough access to food stores and restaurants, so I never have to go without and thus subject my morality to gnawing hunger.

I can’t quite manage the derision my friend used to have for the lapsed husband, for I have seen vegetarianism come and go in dozens of my friends and acquaintances. Although it is hard to imagine, there might even come a moment that I will reverse a decision I made over half a lifetime ago, although that seems doubtful now. Mostly, I still have at the core of my personality a lack of worry about how others live their life. Her diet is her own concern, and I think little enough about the way I eat that I have nearly forgotten that others make a different choice.

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Pit Bull Defenses

One of the most polarized issues between pet owners, other than dogs are better than cats and whether you should keep mammal eating snakes around children, is the positive evaluation of pit bulls by dog lovers. Like all emotional arguments, it is heavily based in anecdotal information and rarely in statistics, and says much more about the reasoning skills of human beings than it does about either the dogs or their danger to society.01_american_staffordshire_terrier

The arguments are familiar. Typically they arise after a pit bull (or American Staffordshire Terrier), or some mixed dog breed misidentified as a pit bull, has attacked someone, especially a child. The pervasive fear for our children that kept our species alive means that we respond vehemently to any threat. Oddly, when the threat is pit bulls, the response varies, however. The arguments usually come down to a shouting match between those who push for outlawing the breed or description entirely, and those who say that such a policy is discriminatory and that people who train them poorly are the problem, not pit bulls.

The people who propose banning the pit bulls often cite the huge number of pit bull attacks. This is more of a North American problem since the breed is particularly popular here and we often have little in the way of protections for the general public since that would get in the way of our lack of freedom. The advocate for not allowing the breed would cite something like the 2015 stats on attacks: In 2015 forty-five people died as a result of dog attacks, and pit bulls make up thirty-three of those cases. Of the five hundred and sixty-nine disfigurements, pit bulls did most of the work, disfiguring four hundred and fifty-nine people. The reasons for their vitriol against these dogs might be emotive, for they worry about protecting their children and themselves from irresponsible dog lovers, but they know better than to rely on anecdotal information. They usually cite statistics to support their case, although they are assisted, it is true, by the fact that there are statistics to support them.1765734_orig

The people who are the most vocal defenders usually argue that pit bulls are especially sweet—for some reason they exaggerate the disposition of the breed—and would never do anything to hurt anyone (any more than a Chihuahua), without being especially trained to do so. They rarely worryshankoni about facts. Often they rely on pictures of happy pit bulls sitting next to their children, and cite their own experience of how wonderful their dog was. At first glance they seem incapable of understanding how such an animal could turn into an attack dog and we might believe that their incomprehensibility has made their appreciation of facts difficult. This is a ruse, however, for they know quite well what the animals are capable of.

The main difficulty that I have with what really is a disingenuous argument—as an outsider who doesn’t believe we should cage up another species for entertainment—is the defender’s insistence on a particular breed. If you choose to have a dog, why do you fight for the right to have a dangerous dog? Surely any dog will do. Even the most avid supporter of pit bulls must understand at some level that those are dogs bred especially to fight. If that is so, why do you insist on that dog? Wouldn’t another breed be just as sweet when sitting next to your children? When people call for a law to ban pit bulls, these people cry foul, and often drag out the Nazi genocide to lend support to their case. They claim that the government will take your pit bull first, and then come for your dachshund. It’s a slippery slope, they say, as though their right to have a pistol is somehow equivalent to their neighbour’s nuclear weapon.

There is an easy resolution to this problem and no one has to suffer, although even as I propose it I fear it doesn’t reach the, as yet unstated reasons those people have a pit bull. We bred these dogs from a wolf-like ancestor over many thousands of years. These are not different species. They are all fertile when bred to each other. If we abolish a particular breed that does not affect the species of Canis familiaris any more than preventing people from driving an SUV in the park affects the production of Volvos. It would be a relatively simple matter to breed the pit bull out of existence just as we bred it into existence. That does not actually address the root cause, or the desire those people have for pit bulls that runs far from, and away from, their sweetness. The problem, and here I share the argument of the pit bull advocates, is the owners.

When people are arguing for their right to have a pit bull, they are not interested in a collie temperament in a pit bull body. They say the dogs are not killers unless trained into it, but they actually have the pit bull traits and the potential to enact those attributes. The advocates for the breed are not necessarily attracted to any particular element of the pit bull anatomy—here we may have to momentarily ignore some isolated perverts online—but they are interested in the attack component of their personality. What they are fighting for is not the sanctity of the breed—the fear that our various failed experiments in breeding will not all survive—what they want is a killer dog. They prop the dog beside their small children because they want to protect them. The urge they have to keep a pit bull is the same as the person who wants to get rid of the breed, if they were but to admit it. They both want to protect their children. They merely differ on their approach.

What they need to do, and this is a problem with all of us and our ability to argue logically, is admit the truth. The pit bull supporters want a killing machine. pitbullidiotThey would not be happy with a dog that looked like a pit bull and was actually sweet. To ensure they have the right to that killing machine, they are prepared to risk their children’s life, and that of their neighbours. They cover this risk with statements about how it is not the dog but the trainer that makes it a killer, but if the Chihuahua is turned to an attack dog, even the most avid pit bull lover would have to agree they could do less damage than a more massive pit bull.5fc3ab50cf04031a0f4a97f34c43f2b5

To be honest in their argument, they have to say: “I want a dog that can kill, that will kill if I command it to, and I am willing to risk your life for that desire.” They would then be able to stand behind their true reasons and neglect the cute photos of puppies. They could cite statistics of human attacks foiled by dogs. Of children pulled from ponds by watchful dogs. Of dog lovers protected from burglary by their loving pet. Then they could make a rationale that a larger, more dangerous dog would make that protection all the more effective.

They might find themselves in a bind with the numbers, as unprovoked dog attacks might end up being more common than dog protection, but at least they would be speaking the universal language of proof instead of the childish wish fulfillment of anecdote. As well, and this is much more valuable, they would be reaching across the divide that separates them from the person who wants to ban the breed. We both care about our children, they could plea, and their former opponent might realize they have common ground after all.

They might not have much of an argument, that of the dog as weapon, but the argument that my dog is sweet and that’s worth the risk to your child’s life is not one that is convincing anyone right now.

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